Falling apart|| chifuyu matsuno x reader

Stage one: denial

Warning ⚠️: mention suicide, selfharm, cursing

Chifuyu's pov:

Its been a while since y/n's birthday party. It was a big fail. All eyes was on us. I cant even explain whats on my mind. It is all that bitch fault. Sasuki. Why would she get on top of me? Or is it my fault for not pushing her? Since that, i haven't seen y/n. Where could she be? What is she up too? God, im miss her so much.

I saw sasuki hiding behind the wall. I come towards her. "Whats up." I said looking sharp into her eyes. "Chifuyu, i got a bad news." She said. What? In middle of my broke down? I ask her what is it. She sigh.

"Before that, I wanted to say sorry for getting on top of you. I really didn't meant it. I was drunk.." she said. Her voice cracked and her eyes started becoming teary. Drunk, huh? "Whatever, just goon." I said to her. Trying to make things end fast.

"Its..its a-about.." she stuttering. More tears falling down her face. Im starting to worried. "Its y/n..she..killed herself..". And with that, my heart skipped a beat.

"Your joking right? I know you're joking! Dont be silly sasuki. Your funny i know it. It must be a joke right? Tell me its a joke. Haha, theres no such thing that y/n woul-."

Before i could finish my words, sasuki kneel down and crying. "Chifuyu im sorry! It was my fault! I wish I didn't create this mess..!" Sasuki cry more and more. Her voice is creaking and unclear. I feel bad for being mean to her. I couldn't believe what i just heard.

I hugged sasuki. Comforting her and telling her that its not her fault. "When i saw her hagging at her ceiling, i saw a fresh cuts and also scars on her wrist..she must he doing all of this because of me.." sasuki cry on my shoulders. While me, holding my tears and comforting her.

8 years later..

Noone's pov:

Ite been 8 years since y/n killed herself. And for all the years, chifuyu and sasuki stick together. Like a bestfriend. Even though chifuyu and sasuki stick together, they are not dating. Even though many people said the are. And of course, chifuyu still sad over y/n's death.

One day, chifuyu went to mitsuya's house. Just for fun. Hanging out with old buddies who use to fight over a girl.

"Ah chifuyu, long time no see. How's life?" Mitsuya asked chifuyu. "Its not that bad." Chifuyu reply. Mitsuya is making a drink for chifuyu. They are talking for an hour or more.

"Chifuyu, when will you get married with y/n? Im sick of waiting! Send me an invention card later haha!" Mitsuya said to chifuyu. Chifuyu went silent. And look at mitsuya who is sipping his tea in the eyes. Poor man just want to enjoy his tea.

"Did i said something wrong?" Mitsuya ask. "You didn't know that y/n killed herself?" Chifuyu said. Looking very serious. "Pfft- HAHA what is this nonsense chifuyu? You must he joking right? Who lied to you?" Mitsuya laugh. Chifuyu just shut his mouth and look at mitsuya's eyes. Mitsuya is getting uncomfortable and confused.

"Who lied to you man?" Mitsuya ask. The situation is getting serious. "What? What do you meant? Sasuki told me that she killed herself a long time ago! Like, 8years now!" Chifuyu said furiously. He is a little mad because he got reminded by tragic past.

"Oh sasuki this sasuki that. You believe her? Man! I thought you and y/n are living the best life! You didn't know that y/n is in a gang? I thought you accept her for who she is and just letting her be in a gang or something." Mitsuya explained.

At this point, chifuyu just know that the person who stick together with him for almost 8 years lied to him. And its not just a basic lie. Its a big massive lie. Chifuyu couldn't believe it. Chifuyu's heart shattered. He got tired getting lied and becoming a victim.

"Got to go mitsuya. Im gonna go back and ask sasuki everything. Thanks for the tea by the way!" Chifuyu said and rushed back to his house.

Chifuyu arrived at his house.

To be countinued..💗

A/n: hey guyss! Sorry this chapter is not full. And anyways, the end is nearr! What do you think chifuyu would do next?