My high school life

Chapter4: Who am I pt 2

When I went to school, I avoided the guys. I felt almost scared to talk to them. I wanted to apologise for shouting at them but I felt so upset at myself, taking my frustration out on them. I saw them countless times but I just couldn't actually talk to them.

I'm class we had a test and I could see that David had noticed that I was frustrated and he softly held my hand and smiled gently at me. I began to relax but I just couldn't bring myself to talk to them yet.

At break time Sebastian picked me up and carried me to the roof. I struggled but he showed no signs that he would let go. When we reached the roof, he let me down.

"What was that for!" I yelled angrily.
"I heard it from David" He said with a sad look on his face. "They didn't mean it like that".
"That don't like the person I am" I cried with tears rolling down my face" They don't like me, do you". I started to become hysterical. He grabbed my hand.

"Zara, calm down, they didn't mean it like tha-" I pulled my hand away from his.
"They don't like me at all do they, after all I am just their play toy" I cried hysterically "And I thought we could be friends".

Sebastian pinned me down to the ground.

"They do like you" he shouted "They just wanted to know if you were ok".
At that moment it hit me, they did seem worried. I just shouted at them, completely ignoring their feelings.

"I'm sorry" I pitifully said while putting my hand on Sebastian's face to show him I was calm now. He seemed to have been incredibly worried about me. "I'm sorry I made you worry about me".

"It's fine just" He started to say "just never stop talking to us again, because I don't care if you like to dress in pink or dark clothes, I just want you to be happy". He kissed me. We stayed like that for a very long time. He then put his tongue into my mouth. I had to push myself to match up to Sebastian's adult kiss. We stayed there until the bell rang.

"Sebastian, we need to go to class" I muttered.
"Do we?" He said lustfully.
"Yes! I'm not missing class" I cheekily said.
We got and were about to go when Sebastian grabbed my hand.
"Zara, by the way...",
"Yes?",
"We don't think of you as our play toy so please stop saying that, it hurts me".

I was so surprised. Wow.

"I'm sorry" I replied.
"Say that to them".
We both went to class and sat down. After school, I went over to them.
"I'm sorry I shouted at you guys, I was just really frustrated".
"It's fine, I'm sorry aswell. I wasn't thinking about how you felt when I said that" Henri replied. He gently held my hand. "Please forgive me" he said. He kissed my hand gently.

I felt so embarrassed. I looked away and replied "It's fine". He had a big smile which made me smile as well. We all went home in David's limousine that day. I was just so happy that I was able to resolve with then but one thing racked my mind. Why do they all come close to me. David kissed me on the first day, Alex slept with me (btw sorry to make it sound so weird but there is no other alternative for it, sorry) and Sebastian kissed me here as well. What is going on?

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