Innocent Little Love

Strange Incounters with Mr Perfect

Dawns pov

Tossing and turning in my sleep I see him inside my dreams, inside my head standing there with orbs for eyes, those big blue piercing eyes are glowing orbs in the moon light. His face captured by the light of the night. He stands there, dead still and stone cold. I look to his wrists and watch as blood pours from them as it pours out it takes his life with it.  

My eyes burst open. Beads of sweat escape my skin. My nails grip into my sheets. My heart beat drills into my ears. He still haunts my dreams. I see him every night I wish I could just get him out of my head but that's where he lives, inside my mind and in my memories that's the only place he still exists. 

I have to be at school in an hour, so I get myself ready. With resistance I hop out of bed and prepare myself for my day when I'm done I step out the front door and begin to walk to school. As I walk along the pavement I feel a pair of eyes locked onto me but ignore it and carry on my way. A few minutes pass and I still feel as though I am being watched, I must just be being paranoid. But then I hear footsteps close behind me. "Hey, um Dawn?" I hear a shy small but deep voice state. I turn around to be meet with beautiful big green eyes, which belonged to the posh, rich boy from my English class, Gabriel. "Oh um hey" I reply "I'm sorry to be a bother but I noticed that we're going the same way and wondered if maybe you wanted to um, walk with me." I was taken back, absolutely shocked. Gabriel Jones wanted to walk with me. Me. Gabriel fucking Jones, Mr perfect that have all of the girls in my year with waterfalls in their pants, wanted to walk with me. Wow. "Sure" I some how manage to get out. 

We start walking, him beside me. "Soo is it true?" is my pathetic attempt at conversation. He looks at me with those big eyes of his, confused. "You know... the whole you and Abby thing, you two skipping class and making out under the bleachers." He giggled oh god it was cute, music to my ears I was beginning to get lost in the sound. Then he spoke "Is she still telling people that? oh geez that girl, no it is not true. The little liar. I'm not that scandalous." There was a small silence, until he spoke again. "You know ah between you and me I have never kissed anyone." What the fuck I screamed internally, Gabriel had every girl in our year wishing he was theirs, yet his sweet perfect lips had never even been kissed. " Wow, really? I would have never thought. " That sounds so rude, what am I saying!? "I mean um no um just cause you're so and just um, oh hell." Now I'm just embarrassing myself.  He started giggling again. Oh my, he's adorable. "I'm not quite sure what you mean by that but I'm just ah saving my virgin lips for someone special." Wow that's sweet. 

I couldn't help but day dream about slamming Gabriel against the wall beside us and jumping his bones right there and then. Snap the fuck out of it. Think with your brain not your pussy for once, aye. By this time we had reached the school gate. We then hear the ringing off the bell, we parted ways, went to our classes and continued on with our days. I spent mine daydreaming about Gabriel and his adorable sweet little giggle. But then the thought hits me, hard. What am I doing. I shouldn't be thinking about him. I'm Sebastian's, I'm forever his. He may no longer be well, living but I can't do this to him. I'm his. He owns me, he took my heart with him when he left.