SOBER

pilot

first off hi!! i missed y'all sorry for this taking so long i went through a lot of shit and was reading this and was like damn i did y'all like that 😭😂 anyway here's the sequel hope y'all enjoy (:

TW: thoughts of suicide mentions of drinking and substance abuse

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That day never left my head

it repeated daily

here i sat in a restaurant again

the words replaying in my head

"Lyric"

i snapped out of it and looked at Tyla

"sorry"

i apologized rubbing my eyes

"what's going on"

she asked looking at me as i shyly looked around

"it's nothing... just an old memory"

i said looking out the window again

she started talking about something but i spaced out again

flashback

as i read the words written on the letters i laughed

"funny joke you guys come on"

i said setting it on the counter

they looked at me

"she's gone lyric"

claudia told me

"she's not she can't be"

i said looking at them

the mood changed

"no... she can't be gone she can't be far right she's gotta be close"

i said tearing up

i grabbed my phone calling her

voicemail

i texted her so many times

deliver

shes gone

she ran away and she's not coming back

'i tried not to upset you let you rescue me the day i met you i just wanted to protect you'

the words that never left my head

the text's i'd send her

'where did you go? i should know"

delivered

'please tell me you'll come home...even if it's just a lie'

delivered

'hurry i'm worried'

delivered

no response

end flashback

since then my life has chanced

i've changed

ive either been drunk or high on xanny every night

i cant get her off of my mind and it kills me

tyla is someone i met somewhere drunk at a club and since then we've been friends

6 months

since my happiness was drained

since i was sober

and since i felt stable

i still call and i still leave messages

is she alive