Embracing feminity

Turnaround

I was flooded with so many thoughts , I walked into the ladies room and my senses were almost numb . I had no idea what was going through my mind .
On one side I finally found someone who loves me for what I am , but what I think of myself may not be the real me . The whole world called me a "man" of honour and here I was standing in the ladies room wearing the prettiest saree I have ever seen looking like a younger version of my mom who I considered as the most beautiful woman in the world . Standing in front of the mirror I was admiring myself . I thought to myself maybe I have never been much of a man , and so what if my girlfriend thinks of me as a woman , its only her opinion . After about 2 minutes one woman along with her daughter came inside and asked me to help her fix the saree . Her daughter was calling me aunty , I first helped her daughter with her Makeup and when her mother came I helped her fixing her saree . She started complaining how difficult it is to wear and handle a saree . She asked me do I need any help , I said no , she praised me for handling saree so well . She asked me about my marital status and I said unmarried . She asked me whether I liked wearing saree or is it forced . I said I love it , she said its great , you can be happy and comfortable at the same time could keep your in laws and husband statisfied. She left , it made me wonder again why I am so natural to it . I used the washroom and I sat like a woman this time . I redid my saree and finally came to a conclusion that I am better of being a woman . I adjusted my blouse wore the necklace Shef bought me and walked out like with grace and elegance .
Shef saw me wearing the necklace , I was just smiling and looking at her , she also got my signal . She said I am so glad you accepted it . I am going to treat you so well , I am going to love you so much . I sold my house and moved to her place , brought all my belongings and stuff . Plenty of things needed to be filtered .
The dyamics of our relationship has changed , as long as I am a girl in our house and outside , she showers love on me . But in office while working she treats me like just her co worker . The only male clothes I have now are the ones I wear for office . Other than that mostly I wear jeans and tops on outings and shorts skirts and tops and nighties at home . Since health was a major concern for both of us , we needed to eat home made food , as she didnt know how to cook the entire burden of cooking fell on me . I woke early in the morning , prepared lunch for both of us , then I got ready , she drives us to work , after working for long hours I come back , change into something comfortable and then prepare dinner for both us . shefali loved food cooked by me . But due to this I felt tired most of the time and it was affecting my work . I wasn't able to focus on my work properly and the majority of the work was being done by Shefali only .
It continued for a while but it was very obvious that I was just a liability to the company and the directors had a meeting with me and told me there is no point of having me , I am draining plenty of money without doing even half of the work which Shefali does , you have earned a lot of profit for us , but you need to reconsider what you want to do . Improve your efficiency or we might have to take some actions against you .
This really hit me hard , and when Shefali asked me what Happened I told her I will tell you at home . We reached home , after changing clothes she came and jumped on me in the sofa . I was in a depressed state of mind . She asked me what happened to my princess , why is she so sad?

I started to cry in front of her and she tried to console me like a baby . She told me today we are going to a pub , today you are not cooking . She told me to stop crying first . First she told me to get ready but I wasnt in the mood so she dressed me and did my makeup . I was dressed in a floral cocktail dress and she dressed herself in a navy blue dress. She took me to the pub , she ordered plenty of food and ordered lots cocktails for both of us .
Plenty of boys were hitting on us, they tried to flirt with us and thus I got scared. Then Shefali did something which I cannot even do in my dreams.
She kissed me in front of everyone and said we are lesbians, anybody got a problem with that?
After that no one approached us, I was a bit embarrassed but it took great courage to say that and Shefali truly is very brave, that act turned me on a little and I started to blush
I was feeling better now and after drinking I told her everything . I dont want to blame her but still she is somewhere guilty . She consoled me by saying its not your fault . I guess the company doesn't care for their employees much . After drinking too much I told her the truth that actually I dont want to work for an MNC , I want to follow my passion but life has never offered me that chance . Why dont you follow your dreams Alisha?