Kakashi's perspective :
It's been 2 years but it's like yesterday she left me.. I am still trying to learn how to live without thinking about her... She took away my sleep I can't sleep anymore... Den was like a dream a beautiful Deam..
Last year naruto went with Master jiraiya, Sakura is training with Lady hokage... And for sasuke he left to gain more power, I tried to make him see that vengeance won't help him... But he said I would have understand a little if I had lost anyone like he did.. I told him with a smile that every one I loved died including his sister she was last one for me too but I gave myself another goal it's to protect them the people she left behind ... He lost his way after loosing den it wasn't easy for him, as a kid he did his best but in the end he choose to be an avenger not the person den and his family wanted him to be, he told me den was the only person for him, he was ready to forget vengeance but when she is dead there is nothing , and no one who can change his mind... Even gaara of the sand seems to know her... After chunin exam we went on a mission with sand village, gaara was their leader he told me he thinks of naruto his first friend but actually den was his first friend she was only person who wasn't afraid of him and asked him to be her friend.... Yeah den was like that caring and love was her nature.... I told obito about her and how she left me too and I asked him to take care of my den for me... I bring her roses every other day, and I spend almost all my time on her and obito's grave even after two years I still hope she will come back to me, I don't know why this hope do not disappear like she is still somewhere trying to comeback but it's just a silly hope... My wild thoughts, my desperate desire to see her again
these days I am free going on regular missions reading books and staying up at nights thinking about her I could have stayed away from her.. if I would have controlled my emotions and feelings she would have been alive today it was my fault my fate that took her life I should have kept my distance just to keep her safe... Any way when naruto and sasuke made it to the final round of chunin exam I gave them their presents den left I never thought that was the reason she asked me to give them...
They were so happy to get those presents poor naruto started to cry in happiness that his moon chan gave the best present of his life.. Same with sasuke.. He loved his katana.... Naruto can easily be distracted and he was so attached to me like a family , but sasuke even I tried to be close to him he kept his distance I understood his fears, that he might get weak because of his bonds, things he never understood that bonds never made anyone weak it's the bonds that gives us hopes and its the bonds that give your insignificant life a meaning ... Deep down He was a kind child who wasn't good at showing emotions his moon and naruto was the only people I have ever seen him truly caring about... Anyway in the end It doesn't matter what I think I am the person who was always late and a person who wasn't any good....
Tobi's perspective :..
Moon left this place to live with itachi how could she leave me... I will see her soon...
After her, moon is the only person makes me feel something more than pain... When she left my life became a hell a darkest place were I couldn't see anything except vengeance and hate... But when moon came and I became familiar to her, moon is just like her. Like she is reincarnated in moon.. Now I know why Kakashi adore her and love her so much, its because of his guilt that was weighing him down from years, guilt for not keeping his promise not saving her.. So he thought if he keep moon safe, and give her a beautiful life he will be forgiven for his betrayal... He will atone his sins by giving a happy life to moon And could manage to ease the guilt in his heart, but I know he can never break free of the guilts of his mistakes his life long hell is his own mind his only prison his own thoughts he can never be at ease the agony in his life and mine are same and i feel relieved that without knowing he is the only person who is sharing my pain and sorrow but I wish he suffer even more, I wonder what will he choose?? when he will have nothing left no hope, no light not even his precious new goal of saving naruto for moon's sake what will he chose.....
He is doing it for moon But that scum! he could not keep her safe either, he couldn't save his own lover, he claim to love her so much I heard him on her grave like he really loved her so much bloody trash... And now when she is living a life worse Thn hell he thinks she is dead.. How easy is to declare someone dead, and walk away forgetting and moving on when that person is dying everyday and actually going through hell every day, the pain of being alive and knowing that you have been forgotten no one knows you exist, every breath feels like a waste, everyday feels like a burden that should be lifted ... a person become just a being with no meaning and no identity and in the end become no body just like me,, no matter how many names I use but in reality I do not have a name the person I am never existed and the person I was died a long time ago so I became a ghost of my own self with no identity but just a dream.. But moon I don't know what her dreams are... Probably he is still her dream, He who didn't look for her not even once jut accepted her death so easily cried for a few days and moved on ... That's what brought me near moon that's why I was being kind to her because she was same like me, the man she chose wasn't right for her I will change that and make her see he don't deserve her, he don't deserve her loyalty , he don't deserve her love... That man is nothing but a trash and moon don't deserve a trash... I think he likes whining about his life... Coming to moan on Graves he likes it to being a depressed shit on the Graves pathetic looks on his face ... When a person is alive he don't care but when the person dies he cries like he was the only one who ever love that person and only one who know the pain of loosing someone...
.. I will meet moon even itachi can't stop me from that...
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A few days later
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Hello moon... I said with my original voice she was shocked to see me in her room she thought she will never see me again...
Tobi? What are you doing here.. Itachi isn't here...
I know I just came to see you, let's be honest here I was actually missing you and your sweet voice... I said holding her hand...
Tobi you know I can't have feelings for you I am sorry...
I don't need you to feel anything for me after all I am no body
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But I want you to be with me sometimes... I won't hurt you I will keep you safe I am not like him...
I don't need anyone to save me now... She said siting on her bed...
He broke your trust what can you expect from a scum like him...be with me I will bring you real joy
Please tobi can we just talk about something else and he isn't like that at all he is sweet man I love him more than you think... You don't know him the way I do...
OH you think that don't you.. but trust me I know him better Thn you... And how selfish bastard he is... I said sitting beside her...
Look moon I will be blunt here I like you and no matter how far you go I will find you and be with you even you want me or not I will do that for myself... I feel things with you, your eyes reminds me of a life that was nothing but a dream... I said resting my head in her shoulder...
Who you truly are tobi???
You don't have to know that, just think of me as a friend and a person how loves you ... I said taking my mask off she looks at me like she saw me for the first time yes actually it was the first time because last time room was dark..
Your eye.. She said placing her hand on my close eye... And than my sharingan that was deactivate that time she slowly lingered her fingers on my face like feeling something.... I felt so good her skin makes me feel alive
Tobiii.. You can share your pain with me I know the pain better now...
Pain.. That's the only thing I don't want you to experience anymore, that's why I offer you to take my hand I will never let you feel pain.. I took her hand that was on my face and I kissed that..
I am sorry I love him and I can't change it...
She said looking at me...
Alright... I won't force you moon, but I will make you see he isn't a man who deserves a girl like you... But soon I will come to see you again my light... I gave her a quick kiss on her lips and left...
Neji's perspective :
After moon I thought I won't make friends but after fighting naruto he made me see how wrong I was about my destiny and fate he made me re think of my life and how ungrateful I was... Moon's necklace is still with me like a hope and a comfort but naruto he is something unusual and unique kid he makes every one wanna follow him and he change every one he meets I never thought there are others like moon but her brother.. He is split image of her.. A kind and caring soul... He actually defeated me when I thought I won...
But anyway only one person became chunin.. He was shikamaru, smartest among us... I gave him his present for passing the exam that moon left for him... He was so greatful for her for the gift... He said he never got to say goodbye to her he thought of her a good friend he also said that all of her death thing does not seems real...he said he won't buy it that a Shinobi with the abilities like her could die so easily, he still don't believe she is dead... I can't balme him I can't even believe that but I am the one who saw her corps and recognized her Chakra...
After her village was so dim but naruto was the one who was keeping everyone happy and busy with his idiotic acts now when he is away from the village.. Village seems lifeless we all miss naruto so much... He is a great guy makes every one follow him and will die for him same like moon I would have die for her... I would have protected her with my life she was my best friend and only friend I had in past, but now I made many friends Lee shikamaru choji kiba shino naruto tenten.. I consider them my friends we hangout a lot after chunin exams, but it feels like group isn't complete yet, naruto and sasuke isn't here....
