Den's perspective
After 2 days ...
I woke up in a room... Looking at my body, I was all healed not even a scratch on my body and the hole is already filled...
And the pain I am terrified to even think of...I have to go through the same thing again? I can't, no i can't do this again, before going through same shit I better kill myself...
I can do this.... I summoned a wood clone to do it
Think about the people who needs you den.. Said my clone
What do you suggest, do you have any better idea.. I asked almost crying
No it's the easiest way out for you.. But what about Raiden? ... You promised him, you can't let him down... And what about Kakashi and naruto they need you... And itachi? If you die who is going bring him back? He have to live a miserable life like a rough ninja you can't betray him he did so much for you he became light when you needed one.. You can't leave him alone in his hard time , and you can't betray your family you can't betray your father's trust and the promises you have made to him.. Your father didn't teach you to be a coward, he lived and died a hero, and what are you going to do?? , kill your self like a coward.. You will bring disgrace to name namikaze
Dad will be disappointed in you den... My clone said..
I-I am sorry.. I said crying on my cowardly behavior...
I absorbed my clone again changing my mind for the people who mean the world to me. I can go through this pain a hundred times, for itachi I have to stay alive he isn't back yet I have to be strong for them for naruto and rai they need me more than anyone...
Finally!!!! I have been waiting for you to wakeup ... Ryuujin said coming into my room
How're you feeling darling??? ... He asked brushing my cheek with his thumb
Fuck off... I said pushing his hand off of me...
That's rude little flower...
But to be honest I never thought you won't let Phoenix out, it's your true from... Why you resisted...it's not like I want you to be in that form all the time I promise it will be just one time... After I see it you don't have to feel any pain...
I didn't resist... I said honesty
I tried to move.. But my legs are still in pain
He caried me in bridal style...
Put me down you monster.. I said hitting his chest...
Hey hey don't hit your husband like that precious Phoenix, you are so cute when you are mad, you know that sweetheart? ... He said with a chuckle
He took me to the same room again... I went through the same thing, this time I think I will die due to intense agony... But I didn't...
Time skip 3 months....
I go through same pain every time I woke up I am starting to wish I never wake up...
From 3 months he takes me to the same hall to torture me make me scream in torment and just a bit of transformation appears and than I fall unconscious than repeat same excruciation every time I wake up... I don't know how long I can take it... But I am wishing that soon this thing put an end to my suffering....
My face is pale like every drop of blood is drained out of my body... I am weak my facial bones and ribs can be seen without taking an x ray I look ugliest creature probably not a human but a bony ugly thing..... The skeleton without being dead...
