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i nearly shouted,my heart was racing and then i realised what i had said,i fucking agreed.how can i take my words back.
he slowly backed away with a small smirk on his lips i could finally breathe again.this whole time i've been holding my breath i didn't even know how i could do this.
"alright then" he took something out of his back and scribbled on it."here my number,we're going to make this official tomorrow after school." he handed me the paper and i slowly took it.
"see you tomorrow then"he took his school bag and left the classroom.i collapsed on the floor thousand thoughts going trough my head.my breath still heavy from holding it so long.
What the fuck happened and why did i agree?
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these thoughts followed me the whole ride home.i tried to find any positive things out of it but i couldn't find a single one,and it was disturbing me.
i tried to do everything to keep that thought out of my head.a hot long bath,skin care,reading,listening to music but nothing seemed to help.
i walked downstairs just to see my mom looking at me,worried
"honey you okay?you've been zoning out since you came from school,did something happen?"
i shook my head "no i've just been,stressed?"i tried my best to find a lie so stressed was the only thing that came into my mind.
"hm okay don't overwork yourself"she sounded as if she didn't believe me but i think she doesn't really want to put more pressure in it.
i grabbed a few snacks and went upstairs,back into my bedroom i scrolled trough my phone for a bit and i finally forgot about this rindou situation it was actually so relieving until i got a message from an unknown number.
unknown it's rindou we're going to make it official tomorrow after school like i already said but we'll be at my place so tell your parents you'll be at my place. Sᴇᴇɴ
i just left him on seen i wasn't really in the mood to talk to anyone especially him,manipulated me to say yes,my hatred for this man is growing now and i have to fake date him?
i ended up watching my favourite series,falling asleep at some point.
