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i didn't go to school the next day,and the day after that.and it soon turned to be one week.
i just couldn't see rindou's and chiyo's face,ahma called me a few times just to check on me since i didn't really want anyone over right now,i'm glad she understood that.
i got up from my bed and stumbled downstairs to get anything i could find to eat and immediately went back to my room.
i snuggled myself into my blanket and started to cry.
why was i so upset about it?
why would cry on my bedroom floor for several hours,desperately trying to understand why i wasn't enough.
why did every thought of him it makes me so sick?
the laughs we had,every kiss we shared,our "dates" how could he forget that within seconds.
i remember when i realised i was in love with him,the day i realised i would never be the same.i still can't describe the feeling but i never wanted it to stop it was such a peaceful feeling
how exited i would get just by the thought of him.the way my heart skipped a beat every time i saw his face.the electricity i felt every time we touched.i never wanted this feeling to fade.
it's disgusting how much i miss him.it's disturbing how much it hurts me to see him with her.how i'm drowning in my feelings lately.
but i knew it would end like that,but i wasn't prepared for it to happen so early.
so now i lay awake at night asking myself the same tiring question.
was i even allowed to feel that way?
he wasn't even mine.
"y/n wake up"
someone shook me awake and when i opened my eyes a saw familiar red hair.
"ahma,what are you doing here?"
"helping you get over a heartbreak so get up and shower,while i'm going to cook breakfast."she gave me two quick taps on my thigh and got up leaving me on the bed.
i rubbed my eyes and slowly got up stumbling to my closet to find any clothes for after i showered,while i was searching a unfamiliar hoodie caught my attention.
