This world is dark
so dark it's consuming my soul and filling it with darkness
so many people around but still lonely
left alone
it feels sad and scary
This is a story about a girl who is locked up in the labyrinth of her own mind
in the darkness...
Until I found myself lying on the cold tiles of my room. I was lying just beside the bed, all wet from sweat and my body still burning like it is on fire. I was breathing at a very fast pace and my heart hammering at the same speed.
I lay there for a minute or so because of how weak I felt, I don't even have the strength to get up.
This whole body was screaming with pain, especially my head, what can I even expect after someone falls from the bed So pathetic! But I can't waste so much of my precious time lying here, that's useless and pathetic Makes me look like I am half dead and suffering to stay conscious So PATHETIC!
So I got up, went to the bathroom, and took a cold shower I did the same routine I usually do Take a shower, make yourself something unedible, eat and leave for the university
I opened the main door and... Everything looked pathetic! the sunlight coming through the pathetic broken window of the third floor
I told her to get somewhere better than this crap, I even offered them that I can earn some money by fighting in a boxing competition, BUT NO!, why do they have to be so pathetic!
When I went down, I saw a stray cat on the road When it saw me, its tail got straight and it started screeching at me "Hey you ugly cat, if you don't want to get hurt then get lost!"
The cat backed up in fear but got up again when the purr of her kittens could be heard from inside the cardboard boxes.
"Oh, I see you are trying to protect your children" I bend down, "small one, you got some guts, but sadly in your cat world, you don't get food, shelter, or money by fighting, so pathetic"
I remembered that I am already late for my college, but I don't care, I will go whenever I want to.
At last, I decide to go, I don't wanna listen to the teacher's annoying voice. when I reach the place, it's already empty and that doesn't worry me as I amble to my class and the usual routine. I go into class, and the teacher shouts at me...again. I hear it from one ear and throw it out from the other, so boring, don't they have anything new to say, do they really believe that doing the same thing will give them a different result, idiots!
I stare at my food which is laying on the table. I don't wanna eat, I just don't feel like it. As I didn't have the appetite, I thought of going through my lecture once again.
As I was going through my notes, a few girls walked toward me and asks for my notes...politely. Aren't they the girls who always bunk classes and get into trouble? So they do know that there is something called studying which you have to do if you want to continue living your luxurious life, especially if you are a girl.
I stood up from my place and start walking off "Sorry I don't have time to waste it here, you should have paid more attention in the class rather than going around asking for notes, things don't come so easily". I say as I catch a glimpse of their faces: angry, shocked... disgusted? Of course, they would want notes from me after all I always come in the first place but I didn't just get it in my hands like them, I had to work my way up, giving my best.
She is too kind and soft for her own good, I have to be careful not to let her out.
I finally reach my apartment and the sight before my eyes were something awful. The cat and her babies all lie dead in their pool of blood...
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