♡Chapter 8♡

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Katsuki's POV:

Once you use a command on a Sub, it flips a certain switch in their body. Readying them for 'Play'...

If you don't end it the right way or you do a poor job of it, they can experience a Subdrop.

'She's accepting my touch even in her sleep...'

There was something that I found out afterwards. I had thought that even though she'd chosen me in terms of dynamics, she still hated me...However...

"I'm not actually supposed to say this to you, but there is a reason why Y/n can't accept you, Katsuki", Mina said.

While Y/n's dynamics can only be satisfied with my glare, it's not the same case for me. I can satisfy my dynamics with any Sub as my partner.

That's why she won't give herself to me. It's because, in a way, she feels inferior.

I held a collar in my hand as I sat on the bed. I glanced over to her and looked at the collar.

"You're the only one I can even imagine, you know...? I did want you then, but I was too pussy to say that to you because I was scared...scared that if I made you my lover, you would be hurt", I sighed as I ran my hands down my face.

"And I want you now, but you hate me. It's understandable, I'd hate me too if I were you...The truth is that I love you always have and I always will", I whispered before leaning over and pressing a kiss on her forehead.

I walked out of the room and shut the door behind me.

Y/n's POV:

Katsuki was out somewhere. I was currently rubbing my clit vigorously as I listened and watched a hero compilation of him.

I glanced at the vibrator on the nightstand and grabbed it. I turned it on and placed it on my clit.

"Ngh! O-oh!", I moaned as I began slicking it with my arousal.

I spread my legs further apart as I pressed against my twitching hole. I rubbed the vibrator against myself before pushing it in slightly.

Suddenly the memories of the imposter flashed in my mind. I suddenly felt sick and stopped what I was doing.

When Katsuki came back I was already in the shower, the mess I made was already cleaned up. I walked out of the bedroom in my pajamas and saw him reading something on the couch.

"Why didn't you say you were back?", I asked as I walked into the kitchen.

"Didn't think you would want to be near me, right now", He said quietly.

I stopped and looked at him before going back to busy myself in the kitchen. I could feel his eyes on me and I turned around.

"Bakugo, what're you so lost in thought about?", I asked as I raised a brow walking towards him a bit.

However, I stopped and slightly trembled when he let his glare seep out a bit.

"Fuck sorry! It's nothing that you should worry about...I'm gonna go take a bath", He said as he brushed his knuckles against mine.

I waited until he closed our bedroom door before picking up the book he was reading. My eyes widened and I bit my lip as sorrow grew in the pit of my stomach.

I gently placed the book down and walked into our bedroom with my head down. I heard the tub water turn off and climbed into bed.

The next morning, I woke up to a note on the table.

Sorry, Y/n. A mission popped out of fucking nowhere, so I'm going to be away for a while.

-Katsuki

I sniffled when I realized he was avoiding me. Tears welled up in my eyes as I sat on the couch with a sigh.

Days passed and Katsuki still hadn't come home. I was out with my mom when the news came on.

"I was honestly shocked to hear hero Dynamight was suffering from dynamics insufficiency"

I bit my lip as my mother looked over to me, my eyes never leaving the screen.

I said nothing and bowed my head down in shame. Guilt began to wash all over my body as I felt tears welling up in my eyes.

"Y/n, what happened?", My mother questioned.

"I'd think that any Sub would want to play with him at least once! After all, he is very handsome!"

I sniffled as I led her somewhere quiet before explaining what happened this past week. By the end of it I was in tears, sobbing as my heart ached for him.

"You still love him, Y/n. It's not about dynamics, you're pushing your feeling away"

"H-he told me that he loved me! That when I confessed he also wanted to confess! What am I supposed to say?", I cried.

"Work it out, maybe, I don't know. I am not you Y/n, but I am your mother and I'm telling you that you should talk to him about it", My mother said softly as she pulled me into a hug.

"How can I possibly work it out?! I don't believe he loves me, it's just dynamics. And even then he can be with any Sub he wants! I'm the one that's tied down", I sniffled.

"Maybe he just wants to pursue a 'play' with you and only you. Talk to him and things will maybe clear up a bit"

"But he's avoiding me! How am I supposed to talk to him now?!"

"He's avoiding you? Are you sure?", My mother asked.

"Yes! There was this book about dynamics and crap, I read the part he booked marked about fated pairs-", I sobbed into my hands.

"Y/n, what did it say?", My mother asked sternly.

"It's bad, it's so bad...I regret treating him like that while he was trying so hard, he doesn't even want me anymore", I felt my heart crack.

"That's not possible, Y/n. What did the page say?"

I shook my head as I held my face, more tears falling from my eyes. My mother pulled me into a hug and I squeezed her.

"In order for me to help you, you have to tell me what is wrong", My mother said soothingly.

"He-he's trying-", I felt my heart crack again and I felt sick to my stomach.

"What is he trying to do, Y/n"

"He's trying to break our pairing"

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