♡Chapter 10♡

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Katsuki's POV:

"F-fuck! I'm sorry, Y/n! I didn't want this- what the fuck did I do?!"

She slowly opened her eyes and looked up at me as she panted, her eyes widened when she saw tears fall from my eyes.

"H-hey, it's ok. See I'm ok", Y/n said softly as she winced trying to get up.

I took a deep breath and watched her facial expressions. When her face contorted in pain, horror adorned my face.

"Y/n...did you know that the Sub chooses their fated pair...?", I sobbed as I looked down.

Y/n grabbed my hand and ran her thumb over my knuckles.

"Why the fuck did you choose me as your fucking pair? Look at me! I pushed you away all those years ago", I sniffled.

She stayed silent and focused on calming me down. I slowly lifted my head up to look at her.

"All I've ever done was hurt you...that's why-"

"'That's why' what? You want to revoke our pairing?", She asked softly.

I began feeling my heart break. I bit my lip and nodded.

"If we revoke it now, you won't be tied to me anymore. You can finally love who you fucking want. After all, it's not like you have any desire to be controlled by me. It's not what you wanted", I explained as I looked away from her.

"That's not-"

"You put yourself at risk as a fucking decoy without consulting me and you just satisfy your dynamics while I'm fucking asleep!", I yelled, my voice cracking as more tears fell from my eyes.

Y/n stayed silent, bowing her head with shame. I didn't mean to yell at her but my emotions were all over the place, it was only making me feel worse.

"If I just say that I want you and only you...you would brush it off and my glare might overwhelm you...", I sniffled.

"Katsuki...", She sighed as she wiped my tears and held my face.

"Whether I say we should go our separate ways or that we should stay together...in the end my words will only fucking shackle you..."

"Shut up..."

"Like I did just now...If I'm ever in a frustrated state, I might use my glare on you..."

"That's what a safe word is for, Katsuki. I'm scared that I won't be enough for you", She mumbled as tears began to form in her eyes as she moved from under me.

'W-what?'

My eyes widened as I stared at her. Disbelief was written all over my face as she looked down.

"You are more than enough for me- who the fuck told you otherwise?", I asked as I cupped her face.

"L-let's go home", She says as she pulled off my hands and got dressed.

Y/n turned around and wiped her face as she began to walk away. I got up and pulled her into my arms.

'I almost forgot..I need to end this 'play' properly'

"Can you tell me how you feel, please?", I asked as I held her tight.

"You really piss me off...", She stated with a choke.

I froze as she began to sob.

"You always assume I don't know anything. But I do! I talked to your mom and you wanted to have kids. I also know that you secretly bought a collar b-but you threw it in the trash!", She trembled.

"So why the fuck are you getting confused now?! When I've been preparing myself to finally accept you! But you just...avoided me", She sniffled.

'I'm a failure as a Dom. I didn't communicate with you about life plans when I tried to gain your trust. I get it now...the reins aren't meant to be in a Dom's hands, that's the reason why commands exist...'

"Listen, Y/n. There's something that I've always wanted to tell you...I love you and the only person I want in my life is you", I said softly as I held her.

"I-I know..."

I wasn't expecting her to say it back. And I wasn't going to rush her so I spun her around and wiped her tears before pressing a kiss on her forehead.

"Let's go home, yeah?", I smirked as I picked her up.

She nodded and held me tightly as she stuffed her face in the crook of my neck. I rubbed her back as I whispered soothing words into her ear.

"We are going to stop by for something to eat, what would you like?", I asked as we walked into the elevator.

"I want some F/f( favorite food) please"

I nodded as we walked out of the agency. I found a spot that served F/f and walked in.

Y/n's POV:

I got off Katsuki slowly before going to my seat. He pulled out the chair for me and I felt my face heat up as I shyly looked away from him.

"We are going to work this out, right?", Katsuki asked as he looked at me.

I nodded as I gave him a small smile.

"Yeah", I beamed.

"Good, cause I fucking promise you give you the whole damn world", Katsuki smirked as held my hand.

"I'll hold that to you", I gave his hand a squeeze.

"I'm never going to hurt you ever again. We will communicate more, we will get through this together and build trust. All of that, thank you for giving me this chance", He gave me a small smile.

I felt my face heat up as he ran his thumb over my knuckles.

"Thank you for not hating me for the way I have acted, I know I was...much and rude. I'm glad that we are finally able to work this out the right way instead of us constantly going at each other's throats", I smiled shyly.

Katsuki's ear turned pink as he gave my hand a squeeze.

"Cute", I giggled.

"I'm not fucking cute...", Katsuki grumbled.

"You are when you want to be...It's the little things that I notice about you that makes you cute"

"Oh yeah? Like what?", Katsuki asked as he leaned back on the chair.

"I don't know...when you are concentrating on something you have a tiny wrinkle on your eyebrows"

Katsuki's face turned slightly red.

"Well, if you can find cute things about me. There are certainly some cute things that you do too"

I felt my face burst aflame as I looked away from him.

"That one time when I pulled you into my chest, you turned around and held me tight as if I was your teddy bear"

I played with my fingers as the waiter came up.

"Is there anything you guys would like to order?", The waiter asked as she stared at Katsuki.

"I'll have the mapo tofu, make it extra spicy...What about you Teddy Bear?", Katsuki asked with a teasing tone.

"I-I'll have f/f( favorite food) thank you", I stuttered.

"Great, your order will be done soon!"

"You did that shit on purpose!", I pouted.

"Did what? I'm just fucking teasing...unless you like the nickname Teddy Bear"

"Katsuki!"

"Yes, Teddy Bear?"

"When we leave here, I'm not talking to you..."

"Damn...never thought I would punish you on the first day or us working thing out"

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