Why? What? How? Now? Him! (Ereri and Eruri) (Levi x Eren)

Can i say i love you still? (5)

Levi's pov

I left the next morning without waking Eren "oh fuck fuck why did I do that fuck" I keep repeating

Time skip to survey corps

I made it to the survey corps and Erwin looked sad I walked up to him and he hugged me "omg I thought you got killed don't scare me again like that" no one was around and I can see he looked around to see no one but Armin "I love you Levi geez" I was silent

"Hello?" He said I usually say it once he says it to me but I couldn't bring those three words out of my mouth "I....i love...i" he hugged me tighter it's alright" all that kept coming up in my mind was Eren

'L..Levi Ahhhh s-stop'

Fuck why did I do that "you ok Levi" his face had a look of concern on it "yea I am it's pretty late though guess I'm just tired sorry for giving you a scare I didn't mean to" I walked off I will not see Eren or get involved

Right?

I walked to my room (btw the survey corps is far from where Eren lived and yes they got out of the room because they broke down the door) I tried to sleep but I couldn't the image kept popping up in my mind

"Hello Erwin you up still" I said as I creaked open Erwin's door "I am now Levi what's up" "I can't sleep" how could I the images of him and I keep coming to mind "come lay in here till you fall asleep"

I walk in and lay next to Erwin I waited a couple of hours and still couldn't sleep but Erwin was sound asleep and to make sure he was I called out to him "you up" I waited a little and nothing happened

"The truth is.....how can I say I love you still if he keeps doing this to me"  then left his room after saying that "I really hope he was-" "LEVVIIIIII" I jumped at the sudden shout "fuck Hanji" she just laughed "sorry, why are you wondering aro- ohhhh I see ~Erwin~ is it" no it wasn't hanji should I tell you could I even trust you with this secret?

"No it's not him it's E...Eren" she looked at me worried "what happened to him" I shook my head "nothing forget it Hanji" she then stopped me "I want to know what happened to him" I shook my head again "it's more like what we did" I said with disappointment in my voice "what...happened.....between..y'all...is it- OH MY PLEASE TELL ME IM NOT" I cut her off with a nod she got it

"Levi you are with Erwin you can't go fucking Eren" I nodded I knew that "why did you, what happened to make you" I then looked away

Hanjis pov

He and Eren fucked they did doesn't Eren know Levi is with Erwin what happened to make this happen I wanted to know but Levi wouldn't tell me "please answer me Levi" I guess my words triggered him because he covered his ears

Levi's pov

'Answer me' that's why that's why everything is the way it is now those same exact damn words "never say that again" she looked confused at me "please tell me" she then put her hand in my shoulder "I swear I'll keep this between us" could I believe her what's the worst her telling everyone and then they hate me and Eren I lose Erwin yea that's the worst that could happen right?

"Well Hanji what happened was..." we walked away from Erwin's door I couldn't say it in front of his door So we walked up to my room "so" I looked at her "so I had locked me and Eren in his class NOT thinking that the damn door wouldn't open" she nodded "right?" I continued "so for some reason he kept getting red when I was close to him and I could literally hear his heart beating fucking fast"

She nodded to signal she was listening and to continue "so I asked if he liked me over and over saying 'Answer me' each time and after that I still asked him as I not him ME starting f...fucking him" she just looked at me shocked "so out of all this DOES he like you" I nodded "do you like him" no I didn't like him I loved him LOVED it won't leave me alone "I'll take that as a yes do you want to be with Erwin still and just not mess around with Eren anymore and keep contact low with him for a while"

I nodded it was smart to do I mean what am I suppose to 'hey Eren about that one night it was great for me and I want you to know that not only do I like you I fucking love you more than anything else' I can't just say things like that

"Yes I think it is best if me and Eren keep low for a while and not hang out alone" she nodded "it's for the best right now I'm sorry Levi" I shook my head "you're doing what's right" "yea but how will Eren feel about this" I shook my head

"I don't and won't talk about him anymore" Hanji then got an idea "what about this you show your affection to Eren right" I looked at her confused "don't give me that look I'm not done yet" she then continued

"And if Eren ignores you then he is alright with you not being in his life but if you see him struggling to keep him out he is trying to protect you and Erwin's relationship" "I see what you're getting at I'll do it"

Time skip to the morning

I woke up and made some food "oh Hanji the shit you do"