𝙱𝚄𝙲𝙺𝚈 𝙱𝙰𝚁𝙽𝙴𝚂 𝙾𝙽𝙴 𝚂𝙷𝙾𝚃𝚂

❤︎ 𝙺𝚒𝚍𝚜

𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚎𝚙𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝟽 𝚘𝚏 𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝙸 𝙼𝚎𝚝 𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝙼𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛.

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Y/N'S POV

I was sitting in the couch watching 'how I met your mother'. I sigh as they walk in in a baby shop. Almost the entire season was about having kids. Bucky had been watching some episodes with me and ideas had started to grow. "Hey," Bucky mumbles as he sits down in the couch with his beer. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have pushed the idea of kids on you. I shouldn't have. I should have listened to your reasons," he almost whispers. I see him shifts uncomfortable in his seat.

"James, can we talk like grown ups about this? I- I just don't want you to hate me and break up with me," I explains in a shaky voice. "I know we took things slow. I know we haven't really gone through with it yet, but hear me out," I say looking down at my hands that were fiddling nervously with the promise ring on my finger. "I- I'm asexual and don't want to have sex ever in my life. And I really, really doesn't want push a kid out of me. It has never sounded tempting and it still doesn't sound tempting. I know I've a lot of controversy opinions, on example marriage and so, but please, I- I love you-" I ramble as a tear run down my cheek. He moves himself closer to me. His hands find it's place on each of my cheeks and cup my cheeks. His lips softly meets mine for a long moment. The kiss break and his forehead rest on mine. He wipes away the tear from my cheek.

"I don't care. I'm sorry I pushed the idea on you," he says softly kissing my forehead. "I still love you. Damn, I'm going to love you til the end of the earth. Forget it, the end of eternity. Kids and sex aren't going to change that," he chuckles bringing me in to a hug. "Plus if you're positive to the idea of kids, adoption is still an option," he whispers against my ear. A smile spread across my face as I rest my head in his neck.