Warning: degrading, virginity, choking, praise
He undressed me with his voice, his lips melted on my skin, he held one leg up by his waist his other hand tangled in my hair.
We fell backwards letting the mattress embrace us. He had me wedged between him and the abyss of softness.
His husky voice tearing my other thoughts away from my head, flooding it with him. His eyes, his skin, his body, his hair.
I felt his need for me against my womanhood, I bit my lip as he had a strong blush painted on his face. I knew I had the same.
He stared into my eyes, his deep brown eyes made me weak in the best way possible,
"Y/n, do you want to do this." His lips were so close as he spoke the grazed mine.
"So badly, I want you so badly." My arms wrapped around his neck. I let his hands explore, my body.
He sunk into a precious kiss, I couldn't help but tug at the collar of his shirt.
"Off," I muttered into his mouth, he stood leaving half on my hanging off the bed. He stood between my open knees.
I watched his fitted shirt slip off his skin, it was flawless, smooth and shined in the morning light breaking through the windows.
The yearn for my best friend was intoxicating, but, for an experienced man was even more engulfing.
He has known me my whole life he was the one person I never thought I would do this with but hell, it was swallowing, just him watching me tear my shirt off, as he carefully pulled my shorts off.
He pulled me to the end of the bed, his bulge pressed against the dampen cloth. It all caused me to flood.
He started to grind on me, "Mark..." I started to pant,
He sunk down on his knees,
"Mark?!" I sat up seeing his two finger move the fabric aside. His eyes locked on my new exposure.
Marks pov
She was a mess, a blush drawn on her face, she was tense, I needed her to relax to make this enjoyable for either of us.
"Lay back." I demanded, she slowly listened leaning her back against the sheets.
I lined two fingers up with her pleading wetness,
"Take a deep breath..." I held her one thigh keeping her legs open.
As I watched her chest rise I slipped my fingers inside her, she whined. Shocker.
"Shut up." I hushed her knowing damn well no one someone would hear anyway.
She sat on her elbows studying me,
"Have you never fingered yourself?" I stared at her face which seemed in pain.
"No, I've never had sex..." she quivered,
"I don't know what to do..." I pulled my fingers out of her she sighed.
"Why are you letting me use you?" I laced my hand in her hair.
"Because I want you too..." god she was pathetic.
"Y/n..." I blinked staring her down.
"Please Mark..." her eyes welled with lust.
"I don't do virgins..." I stepped away retrieving my shirt from the floor. Regaining my posture and leaving.
"Mark no!" She reached for me,
Those were her last words to me, we still spoke on camera acting as of it never happened. We still did videos together but it was never the same.
Until...
In the heat of the moment, at a party, she came onto me. I dragged her upstairs with me. As soon as I closed the door I remembered. The scene of her quivering on my mattress, tense and afraid.
