Boyf riends Oneshots

A Heinous Night

TW: Suicidal Thoughts, Implications of Self-harm, self-hate

Time for some Michael in the Bathroom angst and in Michael's POV cause I've only been writing in Jeremy's

This scene lives fucking rent-free in my head and like I have dozens of versions in my head :D So here's one that ends happily-ish :)

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"Get out of my way... loser."

Wow...

My best friend of 12 fucking years just blew me off for some girl that didn't even know he existed until the Squip.

It stung me so much more than it should have.

Though it surprisingly has done the same to Jeremy. No computer can hide Jeremy's true self no matter how hard it tried. I still heard his shaky voice, how his eyes refused to meet mine, and how he was slightly shaking.

Maybe the damn Japanese drug was off but that still wasn't Jeremy.

Or maybe I just don't want to believe and rather live in ignorant bliss.

I sigh and banged my head against the door.

"Hello?! Other people have to pee y'know!" a loud voice shouted.

"Ummm..."

Shit, what's a good excuse to get them off my back??

"I'm having my.... period?!" I shout back slightly wincing at the dumb excuse I had.

"Take your time sweetheart" the voice called back.

I take a look in the mirror seeing what a fucking mess I was.

Ever thought this was maybe the reason Jeremy left? He has finally realized what a loser you are. You can just disappear one day and nobody would even notice or care. You're just some creep in the bathroom.

I try to ignore the taunting voices and take a few deep breaths. 

This whole situation sucks. I should have just stayed or convinced Jeremy to not take the damn tic tac. Then I would have been playing video games and getting stoned with my other half.

Or maybe I just should have tried to be a better, cooler, handsome, person.

My breaths felt uneven but I ignore them pushing my feelings aside. I climb into the tub which held my previous costume. 

I should just chill here until I can slip out of the party without anyone noticing. 

There was someone by the bathroom door who was stumbling around. They were most likely black-out drunk.

"I WANNA DANCE WITH SOMEBODY!!!!!~" A slurred voice screamed way off-key.

"Glad to know someone is having the time of their life" I mutter feeling envious.

My heart slightly ached knowing that there would be no Jeremy to make fun of drunk girls with.

I choke back a few tears knowing that I definitely can't go out looking like I was going to cry. There was always the option of pretending it was because of weed.

Knocks rapidly hit the door demanding to be answered.

"Shit" I curse under my breath, sooner or later they were going to start yelling.

I hop out of the tub slightly freaking out. I was not prepared to go out with tears streaming down my face.

The knocks grew louder and I shout "I'll be out, just wait!"