Hurts

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It's been two weeks but nothing has changed, jk try to show everyone that he is okay but inside he is going crazy, he can't get over it, day by day the weird feeling is just increased . Though he try to give taehyung enough attention but somewhere he failed. Taehyung is very understanding, he still thinks jk was worried about his office problem. Now he no longer asks him the reason even every night he comforts him telling him that everything will be okey and jk just hummed from his warmth comfort.

They have been sleeping together for pass two weeks. Tae's parents has not returned yet from the business trip. Honestly, They don't want to leave each other. For jk he doesn't want to lose the warmth and for taehyung "spending time with your love " it's good thing right? he does not want to left his love in difficulties.

Jk is currently sitting on a cornar of a bar, He is staring at the wine of the glass in his hand, he is just staring but his mind is somewhere else or we can say someone. He can't get over it anymore , day by day he is going insane. He can realised this stranger behaviour slowly slowly affecting on their beautiful friendship.

Every night he can't control his urge to touch taehyung. No matter how hard he tries but every night he ends up to touch his( tae) soft chest, exposed thighs and sometimes his soft tummy ,of course after make sure he was sleeping. And every night he ends up jerking off. Sometimes his mind say it is wrong but his body seems against it. Two days ago it got even worse.

(Jk feels very tired after not sleeping all night and jerking for two times at night has made him even more tired, no need to say the reason . Now he doesn't want to go to school anymore, but taehyung want to so they went to the school

During break time their other friends came and joined them because of their final assignment. At that time there was not enough space for them to sit around one table. They were struggling by their sitting position when suddenly dongyang said to jungkook" hey bro why don't you put taehyung on your lap? So we can get little more space" with that everyone speak out " yes that's good idea, taehyung go and sit on his lap". They said casually, this is common for them ,they don't even think it's weird ,they have been watching them this way for the last few years they know they ( taekook) are just best friend , they not even think it's a gay thing because they know jk is not a gay and he even proved it by dating girls, kissing and flirting with them around, and about taehyung they think he is just a innocent cute little boy who is always protected by jk. So that's enough evidence for not to suspect them.

After their request taehyung started to get up from his sit on jk's lap who is sitting by his side suddenly jk stopped him , everyone looked at with confusingly including tae.

Jk awkwardly laughed and thought in his mind* what should I do now? Ever since my wired feelings came it's the second time I'm doing it first time two weeks ago when he was crying and I put him on my lap and comforted him. That time these weird thoughts did not come to my mind because I'm too focused to comfort him. It's increasing day by day. But what about now where I get hard by just seeing his sleeping figure and here he is going to sitting on my lap how could I control myself this is goona be embarrassing, i want to cry*

his thoughts got interputed by some loud shout" YEA JUNGKOOK DO IT FIRST!!! I will definitely fall down i can't sit this little spece anymore!!.

" Kook what happened? Tae asked move your hand" he pointed out where jk covered his semi hard pants from past two minutes , he started to getting hard by thinking about him. Jk suddenly gasped when tae forcefully removed his hand from there and sit on his lap, for taehyung this is normal things it's weird when they don't do this.

In the other hand jk's face truned towerds him. Ohh god What will happen now? Jk slightly put his hands on both sides of taehyung's waist, but tae felt sad that jk did not hug him.