Hurts

37 3years

Tae's pov

I slowly opened my eyes as the sunrays entered through the window making the room bright. After checking the time, it's 7 pm now. It's took time to adjust the light"I have to make breakfast". I started to streching my body as i feel  a slow little breath hitting on my bare chest and  cute little sonner coming from there.

I looked at there and cooed at the site. My little baby slipping soundly his one chubby cheek is touched with my chest making a big pout on his plump lips. His little fist loosely tugged one my right swell . I took his hand and kiss on it " my little angel ".

I slowly moved my body from his loose grip , he groaned little as I quickly replace a pillow to him though I know he'll wake up anytime soon because he can't sleep without me. I smiled and kissed his forehead then I wear my shirt. I slept every night without anything my body except shorts because gukki loves to cuddles against my bare body he said it feels warm but I know beside it there have another reason that he can drink his numnum when he wants because there was no barrier so it's easy for him. Frist when he was new born doctor said i should keep him warm so I removed my shirt and keep him against my bare chest. But that time I didn't know he'll going to used to it. Every night I try to wear something before sleep but I don't really have heart to refused his puppy eyes. I have only him I'll do anything which makes him happy ( he looked at his son lovingly who is now moving little).

After finished my morning routine I come out from bathroom. "Mommy" i heard a cute little sleepy voice I looked at the bed my sleepy little bunny now sitting on the middle of the bed cutely rubbing his eyes with little hand. And here my heartu this site always makes my day.

"Mommy i owlt num " he pout and said.
Baby stop drinking num you are going to 3 soon, you should stop this, are you not my big boy?. He cutely shook his head and spread his arms i took him to my arms he snuggled his face on my neck and muffled from there "i knoa but I oave them , don't you lememble you plomised you give gukki whatevel i oant then I oant just it" he point at my chest. I sigh, his every single word reminds me of someone whom I used to love the most ( I love them, i want numnum, you promised me don't you remember) and deep inside I stiil do... I backed into reality when I feel little tough my both cheeks, gukki staring at me with doe eyes " mommy you sad at gukki?" .

" No baby why would I and yes I remember my promise, and I'll keep my promise but frist of all you have to fresh up then I will give what my baby wants okey" . "Yey!!" Gukki happily clapped his hands "lesh go mommy I have to blus my teeth then I'll eat , ohh I'm sho hungly " he hurriedly said as got down from my arms and ran towards the bathroom. I chuckled at my baby bun.

Now I'm making delicious food for my baby. He is packing his bag for going to kindergarten, I have to go to work, I have to do it little fast or we both will be late ba...

"MOMMY... I'm done lesh eat". I feel a tug on my leg, I don't have to turn cause I already know who could it be "go baby sit on the chair I'm coming with your food". As I said he run towards the dining table and sit on the chair.

I started to feed him while he continuously talking " mommy you know soyon going on a tlip with his mom dad, I also oant to go" he pout and said. " Ok baby we'll also go on a picnic this weekend " .

"But mommy he is going with his mom and dad, when will my daddy come then we'll also can go on a tlip like him, I mish daddy". I looked at my baby's sad face, oh I want to cry so bad I couldn't even fullfil his wish...wrost mother ever , i pulled him on my lap and peck on his lips " daddy will come baby when he feel like, Now you are done with your breakfast so I'll give my baby what he wants" . As I unbottne my shirt he attack like a hungry tiger " baby slow down" i chukels.

"Bub are you done , we are getting late, now stop when we will return you will drink as much as you want, now stop" I looked at my whinye baby "but it'sh too long time can I come to youl stle fol num, pwetty plsh". Tae chukels at him and kissed his all over face " you know how to melt my poor heart hmm, okay come to store but don't shout just come to me and said in a low voice" he happily nodded.