1- Why me ?

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Y/n Pov

I woke up in a bed in the middle of the sky , looking down where i could see the beautiful nature that is to beautiful to be true  .

Someone : " Hey it's being so long since you came , and what are you doing here ? "

Y/n : " what ? i came here to wait "

Looking at one of the clouds where i heard the voice of someone speaking to me , i could not see the face clearly but i had to deal with it

Someone : "  waiting for what  ? "

Y/n : " Maybe the end or the beginning of  something  "

Someone : "  why are you thinking that way ?"

Y/n : " because i feel useless "

Someone : " Useless about what ? "

Y/n : " why are you asking question do i know you ? "

Someone  : " Maybe or maybe not "

Y/n  : " i wish that I could fix everything "

Someone : " Then you have the decision to change or not , depends of you "

What am i talking about right now and what is he talking about ? , i'm talking without even thinking,  why am i so calm in a place where I do know the localisation off ?

Someone : " Because it's your refuge place in your subconscious when you feel down about something you come here but every time you go back to the earth you forgot everything about this place "

Y/n  : " Incredible,  how can i forget this magnificent place ? "

Someone  : " Maybe you want to keep it so secret that you create your own rule but when you come here that's mean you need advices about something  "

Y/n  : " Do i need advices ? "

Someone : " But please can you change the rule cause it's so difficult for me when you come here and don't remember anything "

😂😂" ok but where "

" Of course in your mind cause you did create this place in your mind "  he respond

Saying mentally I wish that I remember everything when I get out of this place , starting to see the guy in the cloud wait " BUNNY "

" OMG 😭 i can't imagine that my brain created this beautiful creature  like your the one who's talking to me all this time are you perhaps my inner voice ? are you the one that always talk to me ? can you control my mind ? maybe that's the reason why i did not want anyone to know even myself cause i knew that they would fall in love with you a the first sight "

Bunny

" Yes i'm the one i'm so happy you get your memories back but the only advice i can give you today is to always stay yourself ,  don't change for anyone even tho life is rough  "

" Okay then i have to go see you another time "

" See you "

Waking up from my dream thinking it was a pure work of my imagination but not really true .

Doing my morning routine , going downstairs to eat breakfast wishing everyone a bonne appétit and digging in .

After making my way to watch a new k-drama which is " who am i , F4 Thailand "

 Yeah I took some New one cause the last time i finished the serie the same night cause it was very interesting .

Feeling a lot of combination of mixed emotions , i wanted to cry , scream , smile , fight , like all the impossible things .

But  i 'm feeling mad cause they did not post all the episodes 🙄

All the day  I felt boring so i  planned to start my gym and some  dance workout cause i think it could be fun and interesting,  i will be learning some new things .

Around 6 in the afternoon i was feeling lazy so i jumped into bed and slept like a baby .

(  Dallya : Don't you guys see something weird in this picture

Wait let me zoom in

              Lisa                  jisoo                     Jennie             Rose              

Look at their faces , they look like zombies no offense 😂 look at Lisa's face it's look like she's at the point of transforming into something 😂  )