Josephine a normal 24 years old girl that decides to ask a favour to Emma, her best friend.
She asks if she can stay in Emma's rich boyfriend beach house for few weeks, just to take some days for herself.
Jackson (Emma's boyfriend) immediately says...
I was so lost and I'm still at the same point after hearing Josephine's words. They were simple words but they were so hurtful and my worst nightmare seem to become reality. I've lost her and I'm completely broken inside.
Do I thought about a future with her? Honestly, no. Would I love it? Absolutely yes. Am I ready? Hell no. Is my age perfect to start thinking about a permanent relationship? Yes.
Some of my friends are already thinking about marriage, why I can't move over this fear? Like life isn't all roses, sometimes pain comes through. People get in relationship, broke up or get married then divorce and move on. Why I can't do that?
In these days I thought a lot. I really want her but I hurt her deeply leaving after our intimate moments but I was too scared to get too attached too fast, that's why I didn't stayed. But it happened anyway, I couldn't stop think about her when I was home, cooking, on the bed, watching tv or when I was working. She was and still dominating my thoughts.
I followed Jackson advice: give her time. I didn't went to her apologising but I sent her some messages. I needed her to understand how deeply sorry I was for making her feel used. But in the mean time she's seeing Drew and I can't stop refreshing her instagram to see if she posted something with him. I look up at his profile, Emma's and Jackson's too. It's the only way too get to see her. I was tempted to go to see my dad and with that excuse crush into her but I don't want to seem a stalker or something.
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Looking through her profile seems that she's having a lot of fun and going out more than she used too. She also made new friends as Jackson told me they are Drew friends and they are so funny. I wish I could introduce my friends to her too. Why I didn't thought of it? I guess for my fear of commitment.
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Drew's feed is full of super cool photos. So many of them are funny and random and his last pictures are all taken by Josephine. Anger runs through me but it's anger that I feel toward myself. I ruined something so special that was starting. Look at her all goofy, shit man, she made my days 100 times better and now I'm here like a old creepy guy stalking all her friends... if I can call him friend... I hop he's just a friend to her.
