Healing Her Wounds

.6.

Saiyani's pov-

Getting out the shower I dried myself off quickly doing my hygiene routine before putting on something comfortable and took two pain killers after I took my bandages off then put some healing and numbing cream on the cuts and rebandaged my wrists.

When I walked back into my room Kaiser was laying in the bed against the head board on his phone.

"Damn you was in there for damn near a hour." He mugged me I just flipped him off ignoring him.

I went and sat at my vanity deciding I should probably detangle my hair. I decided I should do it while it was still damp.

"What." I looked at Kaiser through my vanity mirror. He looked fine, damn.

"Yo foehead bout big asf." I mugged him taking one of my brushes and throwing it at him. "Bitch fuck you." He thought he was so damn funny.

"How you mad at me cause yo foehead big and call me a bitch again imma beat yo ass."

"Boy I'll do you dirty." I turned around and was met with a soft smack on my face. This nigga. "Oh yea you most def finna catch this fade." I got up and a slapped him.

He picked me up slamming me on the bed softly and boom we started wrestling. "Ahh chill out let my hair go luh bruh." He grabbed my hand.

"Naw get off me then imma let it go." He ain't respond so I pulled harder. "Ahh K why would you bite me." I mushed his head. "Let my  hair go."

"Let me up then." His big ass gone pin me down. "Let my hair go first." I let go of his hair and he let me up. "Hollon lemme take my earrings out nd put my hair up cause if you pull my shit again I'm beating yo ass." I bucked at him putting his earrings on my vanity before tying his hair back.

But as soon as he finished I put him in a choke hold.

"Oh so you tryna play." He pulled me down and flipped me over his head. He quickly pinned me down spreading my legs getting in between my legs.

"Let me up bitch."

"Call me a bitch again." I looked him dead in his eyes. Should I...

"Bitch" His hand flew to my neck and he squeezed it lightly I just smirked. He just don't know. "Getcho freaky as on." He smirked and got up when he heard the door bell ring.

He came back a few minutes later with the food. "Hmm" he passed me my food and we watched straight outta Compton while we ate.

When we were done I took the trash down stairs before coming back up and laying down.

"You talked to Tati them." I nodded I made sure to text them regularly throughout the week I didn't need them worrying about me relapsing.

"What made you come over." I looked over at him. "To be honest I just had a gut feeling sum wasn't right." He pulled my up in between his legs so that I was laying back on his stomach and he was playing in my hair.

"I'm sorry you had to see that normally I control my urges way better and I was but they tend to get stronger when I have really bad nightmares multiple nights in a row." I said softly.

"You straight I want you to promise me something though."

"If your going to say to stop Kaiser I'm addicted to cutting myself I just can't just stop." He tugged lightly on my hair causing me to turn around and mug him.

"...I'm not asking you to stop I'm asking you to call or text me after or before you do it. I wanna be there to make sure you good." He made sure to look me in the eyes while he spoke as a way to let me know he was serious.

"I promise."

"I'm fr Saiyani."

"I am to I promise."