his heart shattered into millions of pieces. how could he let this happen to only one he loves and will ever love. he promised him that he would protect him at all costs, no matter how dangerous or how dumb it was. namjoon promised, but it seems he broke his promise.
he starred at the boy who laid on their bathroom floor. his face was a white as a ghost and his body was stiff. there was no sign of life in the boy below him. namjoons face was blank. wordless. he couldn't describe or show the pain he felt in that very moment. the only thing he could think was how did he let this happen.
please note that this story does contain triggering and sensitive topics. these topics include, self harm, suicide, depression, anxiety, thoughts of suicide, abuse (sexual and physical). if any of that triggers you, please refrain from reading this story.
if you are still here to stay, i hope you enjoy this upsetting but meaningful story. please note that anything that happens in this story are fiction. non of this will or did happen in real life, all of these chapters you will read were all written by me and came from my imagination.
other than that, i hope you enjoy this story and be prepared to feel emotions that you may have never thought of before. also, if you or someone you know are having suicidal thought and feel as if you want to end your life, please refer to the national suicide prevention hotline (800-273-8255). you are not alone, i promise.
now ill shut up so you can actually read the story.
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sunsetz (namkook)
Fanfiction-and when you go away, i still see you- in which namjoon keeps having reoccurring flashbacks from his passed on lover
