I thought about it a lot. What's the perfect body? I've watched myself in the mirror a lot. Why am i so different? My boobs looks weird. I have to much fat on my body. My hands are so chubby. My nose is to big. But why won't my mind stop thinking about it. The pain and the tears start's coming after these thought's. You can't take it away. Nor the pain or the feeling of being ugly and different. Actually, when i think about the perfect body i imagine what boys likes. Tell me if i'm wrong, but i think you do to. I mean what if for me a perfect body is having weird boobs or being chubby or even having a big nose? In your mind all that you hear is "boys are gonna hate my body" so you change your perfect image of a body to having beautiful boobs or being slim and having a perfect little nose. Well in any case it still hurts. Even if i like my body or not i'm still gonna though about it and well that's the worst, but is it really the perfect body?
