Maybe (PT1)

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Maybe it's LOVE
My heart aches non stop & my throat burns
Maybe I'm OVERWHELMED
I can't scream towards you so I'm screaming inside my head
Maybe I'm OVERREACTING
Losing sleep when you're not here & praying to see your face another day
Maybe I'm RESTLESS
Continuously finding ways to pass time to avoid reality
Maybe I'm ANXIOUS
I isolate my existence so I won't feel heartbroken
Maybe I'm ANTISOCIAL
I don't do drugs, but I have a history of overdosing on a different kind
Maybe I'm a DRUGGIE
I need to go home, but it's not here
Where is it
It's not Heaven, Hell, or the Galaxy
Maybe it doesn't exist
Maybe I'm HOMELESS
Maybe I'm just like them
I drip myself in luxury & maintenance, but I rather die in it
Maybe I'm OVERPRICED
I hate what was "taught" to us & it literally gave us false hope
Maybe they're the real SINNERS
I love too hard & too fast. I have to make sure I'm there regardless
Maybe I'm a SIMP

Maybe I'm
OVERPROTECTIVE
ASSHOLE
ABOMINATION
BITCH BOI
CUNT
FAGGOT
PIMP
PLAYER
SATIST
BEGGAR
WHORE
FUCK TOY
NUMB
TOXIC
DEPRESSED
ANGER
VICTIM
TRASH
RAGE
DARKNESS
WICKED
BUM
QUEER
LIAR
MISUNDERSTOOD
ANXETY
SLOW
HOPELESS ROMANTIC
CHEATER
ISOLATION
FAKE
CHAOTIC
PARANOIA
OUTCAST
JOKE
MISLEADING
RETARDANT
BROKEN

Maybe I'm truly all these things
Society & the ones I thought had love for me see me as such

It's okay
Maybe I deserve to drown when the world goes unknown

Just maybe

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⏰ Last updated: Feb 23, 2022 ⏰

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