"Why did you~" Gun started making Off look up at Gun,
"Why did you not tell him the truth" Gun said.
"What?"
"You and I" Gun said,
"What happened Gun?"
"Why didn't you say that you technically didn't sleep with me?" Gun said making Off gape.
"You... You~" Off muttered before he let out a soft chuckle.
"You remember..." Off said and Gun nodded.
"I didn't initially but as a few days passed my mind cleared up a bit"
"You still hate me~"
"Its not about if I hate you or not phi... you're here so you can make things better with Phi Tay"
"Gun that's not it!"
"I understand Phi so please just save it, I'll talk to phi Tay I'm sure he'll understand" Gun said as he started to walk out.
A slight panic rose in Off as he quickly got up and grabbed Gun's hand stopping him from leaving.
"Phi~"
"I'll take care of Tay... I'll apologise to him for as long as it takes... I... This... I came here today to talk to you to properly apologize to you" Off said making Gun look back,
"Gun..." Off started as he pulled Gun back into the office taking a seat on the couch as he pulled Gun down to sit beside him.
"I'm sorry, that night... I should have stayed away from you to begin with... And regarding not technically having sex I mean we still did a lot and I'm sorry for what I did."
"You... must have hated it right..." Gun said,
"What!?"
"Phi Tay told me that you hate Male Omegas like me... It must have felt disgusting being begged by one" Gun said and Off closed his eyes feeling the weight of his words all weighing down on him.
"Gun~"
"At the end of the day I was the one in heat and I was the one who begged... I should be grateful to you that you didn't actually screw me..." Gun said as he got up
"I'm sorry" Off said looking down.
" I'll talk to phi Tay... "
"Gun~"
"As for me I don't know how I should feel towards you... Because I feel disgusted by myself and no part of me wants to be anywhere near you. But whatever happened was between us, so I don't want phi Tay or phi Arm to lose their friend who returned after so long, as for us lets just keep our distance shall we?" Gun said before walking out.
His head feeling dizzy as he walked towards his own desk grabbing all his things before he left.
Meanwhile Off sat in his office his head bowed down as he felt his eyes burning. His head a total mess.
"I'm a fucking asshole" he groaned putting his face in his palms.
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"You wanted to talk about something too right?" Tay said as he took a big bite of his salad,
After the conversation with Off, Gun decided to go and talk to Tay. So currently the two were in Tay's café eating their dinner that Tay prepare once all the staff left.
"Hmm... I~"
"Is Off giving you trouble again? Did Off do that?" Tay asked furious as he pointed towards Gun's injured hand making Gun quickly shake his head no.
"No no phi calm down... Phi Off has been keeping his distance like he promised... And this ... Um I was just clumsy" Gun replied giving a small Chuckle.
"That ass is making you work late isn't he?"
"Phi it not like that! He's seriously not doing anything!" Gun said making Tay sigh as he nodded back still in disbelief.
"So what is it? What did you want to talk about?" Tay asked and Gun nodded,
"You should forgive him" Gun said and Tay laughed.
"He's bullying you isn't he... That fucker!"
"Phi! Stop it I'm being serious here!"
"Me too Gun why in the world are you asking me to forgive him after what he did to you!"
"Because! He" Gun shouted before he regained his composure and gulped.
"He? What?"
"Because he didn't do it" Gun said in a low tone.
"Didn't Do what Gun? what happened?" Tay asked and gun sighed as he looked away.
"That night nothing happened" Gun said making Tay calm down a bit as he sighed.
"Talk to me Gun, what's going on?" Tay said and Gun nodded.
"That morning when you showed up... And When everything happened I was too confused and in a daze to actually realise what happened the night before." Gun said and Tay nodded.
"But a few days passed and my mind cleared up... That night phi he only helped me to get off, I almost passed out after he did. The next morning when I went to change I realised he even cleaned me up before putting me to bed" Gun said and Tay nodded.
"Still Gun! He did that while you were in heat"
"I was in pain phi he helped me out!"
"Gun..."
"phi don't you see he's not that bad he even helped me at work when I went into heat... You told me that he had his head out the window so he'd stay away from me"
"Gun why are you advocating for him?"
"Because... I asked him to stay, phi that night... I was the one in heat... You shouldn't be mad at him phi"
"Gun who I'm mad at is none of your concerns, I... I will however think about Off only because you seem to have forgiven him" Tay said and Gun gave a small nod,
"Are you sure Gun? You're not forcing yourself about this are you?"
"No phi... I'm not"
My mind my heart and my words all have their own brain it feels like Phi... My mind wants to Hate that man but for some reason for some reason my heart feels a sense of want for him... My words towards him are sometimes harsh yet sometimes the most honest and purest for they can be... Off Jumpol has become an addictive dream which sometimes feels like a nightmare. Gun's mind shouted as he sat infront of Tay continuing to pretend that he's not a mess of emotions.
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