Daffodils

10

LYY'S

"Yangie?"

"Hey Mom."

He faked a smile, wishing his mom won't notice it. He slowly walked upstairs, not wanting anyone to talk to him.

It's been days and he can't see Renjun to their school, to be honest he really wants to talk to Renjun, he's hurt but he still needed a clarification.

He need an explanation.

"Honey, What happened?" He felt his mother's hand on his shoulder. "Nothing, just stressed at school."

"You never been stressed at schol, baby, tell me what happened?"

"Really Mom, Nothing."

"I bore you, Liu Yangyang, you can't keep a secret to me, tell me what is it?"

"Mom..."

"Nope, tell me."

"Okay, just don't tell huang auntie." His mom looked at him, at dragged him to his room."What happened?"

"Remember, Mom, when i come out as Bi?"

"Uhmm?Yeah, what happened?"

"I already liked Renjun that time." He stopped and looked at his mom, but the woman remained calm.

"I already know that.Tell me what really happened."

"I confessed, and got rejected."She looked at her son with pity.Seeing his son, with his eyes wattering, she can't stand it.

She hugged his son, patting Yangyang's back. "It's okay honey, cry."

"I really can handle any rejections from him but... I can't continue with him, avoiding me."

"Honey..."

"Mom, It hurts, Why does loving someone need to be complicated?" He cried hugging his mom,

"Why can't we be just like you? Why..." She continues to pity his son, trying to calm his child down. She whispered a lot of comforting words, cheering him up.

"You know, Hurting is part of loving, if it didn't hurt then it's not true love." He stopped and stares at his mother, " It's normal, you just need to hang on or maybe you just need to let go."

"What should i do?"

"It's up to you. Yangie, I can't decide for you, You, Do you think it's time to let go or keep on hanging on?" He blinked a few times more before crying again on his mom's touch.

Hours and hours passed, Yangyang keep staring at the picture frame he have in his table, It has the picture of him and his bestfriend, it's their first trip together, the picture when they went to Jeju.

He kept staring at the frame, feeling the nostalgic vibe it brings as the memory back to him.

He kept on staring until his vision  turn blurry, as his tears started to roll down his cheeks.

"Should i let you go?" He whispered.

He nearly fell off his bed when his room's door banged wide open, revealing his father.

"Your sister want you to go eith her, Don't leave us... Wait are you  crying?"

Yangyang quickly brushed his cheeks, and shake his head. "No, what was that?"

"Your sister she wants you to come with her, like a visit at Germany, something like that."

He just nodded, "Now tell me, why are you crying?" At the moment he felt interogated, feeling his father's eyes pierced through his skull as it stares to his eyes.

"It's really nothing dad"

"I am your father, I may not be home ways, like your mom, butI know you like how she knows you, so now, tell me, What's wrong?"

"Answer me, Yangyang."

He just stare at his father, hesitating to tell him the truth or just deny it once again.

"Liu Yangyang answer me."

"I am not crying, Dad." He said looking away. " You're lying."

"I am not, no going back to jiejie, when are we going?" His dad's eyes widen, "You're going?"

"Uhmm yeah? Just visiting, I miss my friends there." The man's face saddened, though his still curious at the reason why is his son crying, he just hugged the male.

"Next week, how long will you stay there?"

"Secret." The young male said, winking at his father who only shake his head.

Days passed, and Sunday, Tomorrow is the day when Yangyang will go to Germany.

He kinda threw a party at a small rented resort only for his few friends.

He invited Renjun but he isn't sure if he will come, and also Renjun's friends who is already there, eating and chatting eith the others.

"Yangie!" He was greeted by a hug, initiated by Monday. She got him a present, though it isn't reall necessary.

"I got you this, I want you to wear that there since it's snowing there." The girl stepped backwards and run towards Hendery and Xiaojun.

He comes to the others.

"Yo, Take care."

"Thanks."

"Come back quickly, Junjun might get crazy." He just laughed, a little hurt hearing the old bestfriend's name.

"I'll try."

"Hey Yang! Let's go eat! Then drink!" Yubin yelled at the boy, she's already tipsy.

"Hey! Don't scare him!"

"You are scared of me?"

"No, Yangyang, Don't scare Yangyang!"

"Who was she again?" Mark asked, "Oh my sister's friend that became my friend, Yubin."

"She's crazy."

"I know right" they both giggle as they watched the drunken woman, argue with her other friend.

"Oh you look at the entrance, a cute cat!" She yelled causing the other to turn their heads. "Come here kitty, kitty."

"Oh Gosh please Yubin! Shut up!"

He came?

"Have a good trip." The older smiled at him, giving him a little hug, before handling him a gift, it's also a scarft just like Monday's.

A few hours passed a lot of his friends are drunk and wasted.

Sucks to be him cause he can't drink or else he'd be late for his flight later.

"You!"

He looked at Renjun, " You hurt me too." The older is a bit too much to be drunk, "You always cry, but do you who else cry?" He then chuckle, clinging to Yangyang's arm.

"Jisung look, We're friends." Jisung give the older a disgusting look, still on his right mind, " Ungrateful Brat, I feed you when you were a fetus but look at you now! Throwing some glares!" Renjun said to Jisung, "And you!"

"Do you love her?"then Renjun stopped giggling, the older male just starred at silver headed guy. "What about.." the smaller said, before passing out.

What about?