Trouble•jackgilinsky book #1

Chapter Twenty

|hours later|

After talking to ben for awhile, mac finally woke up and I excused myself to talk to her. I walked over to her bed, and sat on the edge of it. "are you okay?" I asked her, she nodded "my arm hurts" she said, with a frown.

I frowned a little too "you'll be okay, recovery takes awhile" I say to her. she nods "is hayes here?" she asked, smiling a little. "yeah, ill go get him" I say, standing up.

"hayes, mac would like to see you" I say, opening the door. Jack was still in the waiting room, he was asleep but he was here. I walked back in over to Ben, while hayes was with mac. "what's up, how are you feeling?" I say, sitting back down.

"in feeling better, but im hungry I do not want jello" he said, laughing. "well why don't I ask the nurse if I could bring you to McDonald's?" I ask. he nods, and I press the button for the nurse to come in.

"yes?" she asked, stepping in. "can I bring ben here to McDonald's down stairs?" I ask, hoping she'd say yes. "sorry ma'ma he can't leave his bed, but your more than welcome to being it back" she said, trying to make it better. I looked back at Ben, and he nodded so I left to go get McDonald's.

I ordered ben and I what I usually get, and bring it to the elevator. when the doors open, I see sam standing there. "Blair ive been looking for you" he breathed, stepping out. "sam--sam what are you doing here?" I asked, I was filled with anger, sadness, and little happiness.

"I came to check on you and your family" he said, moving closer. I took a step back "maybe you should go" I say, starring at my feet. "why what did I do?" he said, sounding a little hurt.

I didn't say anything, just looked at my feet. "you think I did this, you think it was the three of us" he yelled, making me flinch. I stayed silent not saying anything, because he knows it's what I think.

he banged his fist against the quiet wall, and turned around storming off. I watched him stop and turn around "by the way, I was in lincon with skate when it happened" he snapped, before running out the hospital.

I wiped the few fallen tears, before going up to the icu floor. When I walked up, jack walked up to me. "hey have you been crying?" he asked, taking the food out by hands. I didn't wanna lie, but I knew he would freak out if he knew sam lost his temper.

"yeah, just stressed im fine" I lie, walking past him and bringing the food to Ben. I sat down and watched friends, while eating McDonald's with Ben. The nurse came in after an hour or two. "blair, time to go..they need sleep" she sighed, turning off the tv.

I nodded and got uo kissing Ben's head, and Mac's before walking into the lobby. Jack had left, and so did my parents. I sighed and started to walk home a little bit. It started to snow, heavy I groaned and went into the coffee shop.

I scrolled through my contacts, nit wanting to call Jack or my parents. I had no cab money, and no one else. My mind crossed Sam, but I don't think he likes me. Nate? nah, tilly? hell no. I sucked it up, and pressed on sams name.

he answered after a few rings.

"can I help you Blair?"

"sam I know your mad, but I have no ride home and it's snowing"

I heard sam let out a loud, and exaggerated sigh.

"where are you? ill take you home?"

"im at crazy coffee by the hospital"

"ill be there, wait there don't move"

before I could say anything, he hung up the phone. I sighed in relief and shoved my phone into my pocket. A few moments Sam's dodge showed up, I walked out of the coffee shop and got into his car.

"im sorry I called you, I didn't know anyone else" I said, frowning. He didn't look at me, he just kept driving mumbling things. I sighed and leaves my head against the window. I close my eyes, and fight the honestly urge to breakdown.

Nothing had gone right in my life, and it has been completley broken since that day. I sat up straight, when I noticed the cat had came to a firm stop. I saw my house in front of me, I sighed. "thanks for the ride Sam" I mutter, before getting out.

I closed the door, and began to walk off. I turned around, but Sam had already left. I took a deep breath and walked Inside. The house was empty, dark, and quiet. I ran up to my room, and slammed the door falling onto my bed.

I began to let my sobs leave my mouth, as the salty hot tears rolled down my face. I hugged my knees and cried and cried letting everything out. I don't think I was just crying about Mac and Bentley; I was crying about everything that has happened in the past couple months.

I got out of my bed and looked at myself in the mirror. My pink curly hair was a mess, my make up was running. My eyes were blood shot, puffed up, and my dark circles had turned a light purple. "great, I look worse than I have ever looked" I mutter to myself.

"Blair are you here?" I heard my mom yell, and the front door close. I sighed and laid down in bed. My best shot was to pretend I was asleep. I closes my eyes, and rolled over. When I heard the door open, I laid still pretending to have soft snores.

I heard my door open and close again, I rolled over seeing my mother had left. I stood up looking the door, and headed towards my bathroom. I took a shower changing and getting back into my bed. I looked at my phone, but I didn't have any texts.

But my instagram had something I didn't want to see. I blinked a couple times, but it was still there. A bold perfect picture of Jack and tilly kissing once another.

I tired to blink away the tears but they kept coming and kept coming. I grabbed these anxiety pills out of by mom's bathroom, and took one. There supposed to make me sleep, and that's what I used it for.

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I tried to make It long but failed, so here's a sorta crappy yet interesting chapter. lol drama drama drama next guys I promise.