Bea POV
After I took a shower and put on some comfy clothes, I decided to call Toby no Tobias. That's what I am gonna call him now since we are just going to be friends. Our oath that we said we would both have sex at 16 will be put on hold untill further notice.
I came home and I need to talk to you - Bea
Okay be there in half and hour -Toby
I walk all over the house and end up in Tobias' room. I am not going to lie I will miss sleeping in his arms, his big heart he has when we deeccided to be more than friends. God I will have to pull through with this, Even if Tobias losses his virginity to someone else instead.
I groan and fall in his bed, closing my eyes trying to take every aspect of his bed for the last time. I am soon interupted by Tobias walking in the room. He walks up to kiss me but I pull away.
He has hurt in his eyes.
"What's wrong" he says
I inhale deeply
"I don't think I can have sex with you at sixteen" I say
"But Be-"
"Look its not that I don't want to have sex with you, its just that"
I stop for a second
"That girl in the line said mean things about how you wouldn't date and ugly girl like me and things about my body that kind of hurt. So when I was in the shower I decided that we should just go back to kissing each others cheecks and stay friends. But if I want to kiss I will but you just can't kiss me. I still want to loose my virginity to you so don't worry."
He stays quiet and his eyes are glassy.
"You okay?" I say while sitting on his lap, facing him
"Yeah" he whispers
"Hey"
I say tilting his chin so he is looking at me. "I love you"
"I love you, too" he says. "Can I get one last kiss as a couple before we officially break up?" He says
I don't answer, I just fit I mouth to his. His hands find my butt and he squeezes occasionally. My hands our in his hair tugging every now and then. He doesn't even need to ask for entrance in my mouth. Our tounges wrap around eachothers for a few more minutes before I pull apart.
"I don't know about you but I am beat" I say
He chuckles and I laugh. We both lay in his bed seperatley though instead of him wrapping his arms around me.
I press my forehead on his sholderblades and nudge his sholder.
"Can you hold me?" I whisper
"Always" he says while he turns around.
He wraps his arms around my waist and I place my arm over his.
"Good night Toby"
"Good night Bea"
Tomorrow, when we wake up, we won't be a couple anymore. We will go back to being happy and flirtatiour best friends and I think we are both happy with that choice.
