I Dont Think I Can Make It

heaven

well guys this is my first story.its ganna be short but oh well:)

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I wake up and the first thing on my mind was him. his adorable smile,his blond hair thats always sooooo perfect and bright blue eyes.

i try to forget and i brush my teeth.ughhhh i look dead without makeup on.bags under my eyes,squinty eyes, and my lips are as pale as the  nerd in social studies.

i walk down to the kitchen and poor my self a glass of oj.

"ughh" i said then spit the oj out.heres a tip for the future dont drink oj after brushing your teeth.

omg i never even told you guys his name! His name is......Niall.his name is soo perfect.just like him.

still thinking about him i get dressed and head to the corner to meet my otehr friend Harry. he is also really cute. see hes more of the flirty type and niall is more of the' try to keep it a secret 'type even thought he already told me he likes me back.

what if we got together? how would people react?

would i get bullied?

would he get bullied?

i wonder if he ever thinks about me like this?

whats taking Harry so long? As i said that i could here faint footsteps behind me getting louder and more distinct as they got closer.i acted as if i couldnt hear him.

"HEY beautiful!" he said as he picked me up and spun me around.

"you nearly gave me a heart attack at 16!"

"sorry liv" he said quickly like he 'cared'.

"so..Olivia.... r u having any luck with niall?"Harry asked

"harryyyyyy..?"i said embarrassed carying out the 'y'

"whaaaaattt.....?" he said with a grin as he mocked me.

"i told you not to bring that up"

"so i can tell your practicly in love with him."

"so" i said smiling as i pushed him playfully.

as we pass nialls house harry nudges me with his shoulder. when i look at him hes raising one of his eyebrows.

"go ask if he wants to walk with us!" harry said pushing me in the direction of his house.

"should i?"i asked nervousely

"YES!" pushing me closer.

i walk up to the house and knock on the door.

*nialls pov*

*knock,knock,knock*

"one second!" i yell as i get up from the table where i was eating my breakfast.

i open the door and there she is the most beautiful girl ive ever seen,also my best friend

"oh hi olivia"i said nervously"whats up?"

"harry and i wanted to know if you wanted to know if you wanted to walk with us to school?"she said with her cheeks as red as an apple.

"yeah sure let me grab my stuff ill meet you guys out side."

"k" and she walked out to harry.

harry is a good guy but he likes olivia too and i dont want him to take her away from me.

i grab my stuff and head outside where i see harrys arm wraped around her waist.why'd he have to do that he knows i like her.

"whats up lover boy?" harry says with a smirk and removing his arm form her waist.

"im doing good what about you two?"

"im good niall" olivia said with a smile while stepping closer to me.

i blush instantly

"dude...your face.."harry said hinting that it was noticable

liv giggled and started walking again

"soooooooo"i said not know what to talk about"what do you two usually talk about?"

"well i ussually talk about blck ops and my last win against mrs.malik over here and her brother zayn."

he plays black ops?of course he does hes'u mad bro'and olivia is 'olive' :) the nickname i gave her.

"hey hazza?what time is it?im grounded from my phone"she said in  a disappointing voice.

harry pulled out his phone and said"its...TIME FOR MY HUG!"he yelled

olive screamed and ran down the street with harry screaming"you know you want it! just pretend im niall!"

i smiled and thought does she think about me like i do in the morning?

i ran and coughht up to liv and made kissing noises to tease her

"niall!..STOP!" sher said laughing as i held her tighter wakling backward.

"guys plz get a room.." harry said looking away.

"were here anyways" i said then let go.

i wraped my arms around her waist and walked with her into the building.she saw sena and ran towards her.

"BO!!!!!"she screamed and i plugged my ears

"LIV!!!!!!" sena screamed back and engulfed her in a hug. and kisssed her cheek.

"guess whart?"olivia said.

"what?"

she put her lips next to senas ear and whispered something.

"WHAT?!?!?!?!?!"sena screamed making meand harry both flinch!

olivia startedlaughing and strated walking back to me and harrry but beforei could put my arm around her harry beat me to it.

i hated whenhe did that...and he knew it too.