I Dont Think I Can Make It

leaving

*olivias pov*

"I'VE TOLD YOU A MILLION TIMES OLIVIA!!YOU HAV NO CHOICE YOUR COMING WITH ME TO AMERICA!!"  mum,screams

"b-but m-mum...all my friends are here!" i sob back

"I DONT CARE!!"

"b-but MOM!"

my mum stomps over to me and smackes me across the face. i sceam in painand from shock.i sprint out the door and begin to run to harrys house.but my running ends when i trip on a bench and fall to the ground.i just lay there sobing as i here foot steps quickly aproaching

the figure stands above me and i turn on my side to ignor it.

"i told you you were useless.."

the person,that i now know is my mother , grabs my arm and orders me to stand up.when i do i am half way dragged back to my house.

"go upstairs in your room..clean ur knee up and pack."she looks away and heads out the door.

shes never done that before.what happened to her!

i look down at my knee and see that blood is running down my leg and staining the floor.i quickly get a towel and wet it. i slowly dab my knee wincing in pain everytime i touch it.

should i call harry and see if he can come pick me up?.i might be able to stay at his for a while.but what if she founds out..?what if she acts out again and does more this time.?

i stand upand begin to pack. non-stop questions run threw my head of why she did that.its notlike her.

i grab my torn upjeans from my dresser and put it in the bag with my jeans.

whilei start to take my shirts out of my closet and put themin another suitcase my phone rings. i decide not to pick it up because if i do ill probably start crying again when they ask me how its going.

"OLIVIAAAAAAAAA!!!!!" she screams from down stairs.

"WHAT?!?!?!?" i snap back

"GET YOUR ARSE DOWN HERE!"

"COMING!" i throw the clothes that were in my hand onto the bed.i head down stairs slowly and here something glass beingset down on the table.when i turn the corner to the kitchen i find mymother hunched over the sink with vomit in her hair. i look at the table and theres 5 empty beer bottles and one that is spilling onto the floor.

"what...happened..?" i say quietly

"nothing! noww cwean thisth shit up and get me swome new clothes" shes slurs with the stench of alcahole looming in the air.

"why the hell were you drinking..?"

"your father called this smorning to tell me dat hes awweadygot a new girl friend.." she says sad and slured.

"so what? your the one that said youhated his guts..that kicked himout..that called him every mean name you could think of...some that were never even said before.so why do u care?"

"its my sister.."she wipes hermouth with the dish rag and starts forher room but stopping at the door way."forget what i asked you to do..just get out for the day ok!i dont want any one around. i wanna be alone!!"she continues to drag her self to her room,

i go back upstairs and quickly pack everything in my room.its left with a bed,dresser.and a huge whole my father punched in my after a fight with my mum.

he came upto,i think, tell me they were getting a divorce but he couldnt speak.he just stood at my door way with his mouth wide open and then engulfed me in a huge bone crushing hug...it was the first and last time i ever got a hugfrom him.when we ended the hug and he went to go back down stairs he must have felta suden rage because he punched the wall next to my door.he looked at me withe the feelingof saying sorry soi just noded and closed my eyes.that was thelast time i saw my dad...3monthes ago.

i snapbackintorealitywhen mydoorfliesopen.

"I TOLD YOU TO GET OUT!"

I grab my bag and cell phone and push past her.going out the door i see harry down the block heading outof his house.i wipemy tears away and yell his name.

"HARRY!!WAIT FOR ME!!"

he stops at the end of his drive way and i run towards him.when i get there i give him a huge hug.

"harry i need you to help me."ilook at him seriously

"what is it liv?" he says nervously

"i need you to help find my dad."

"wow..um i dontknow how w-"

"we means you and niall after i leave."

"but niallis ganna be all down about you leaving."

"i know harry but youneed to tell him its important."

"but why is it important?"

"ill email you everything wheni get the timein ohio,alright?"

"..alright.."

i wrapmy arms around him for a hug

"i love you guys...please dont let me down"

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And the action begins.

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