I Dont Think I Can Make It

thinking...

*harrys POV *

_. 2 HOURS AFTER OLIVIA LEFT_

OH GOD.OH GOD.OH GOD

i grab olivias note and i start to tear up as i walk to nialls.i know niall and i may not be the best of friends but he looks so helpless when he cries.

i aproach the door and take and deep breath then wipe the tears away.i knock on the door and his mom opens it.

"oh hi there harry!" she says with a smile"what can i do for you?"

"is niall here,i need to give him something"

"oh ok yeah hes in his room.upstairs 2nd door on the right. come on in"

"thank you "i nod and smile then head up to his room.i can hear ed sheeran blaring.'lego house' one of his best. then i hear a second voice.its nialls.hes actually really good.he matches the pitches perfectly everytime.i stand there and listen untill the song ends.

i knockon the door and say my name

"hey niall...its harry.."

he opens the door and looks at me"whats up? you wanna sit down?"

"nm and yeah lets sit down..."

we go to his bed and sit down."whats that?"he asks about the note.

"umm...."i start to tear up again"its a note from olivia.."

"bro are you crying?"

"no."

"wait is the note to me?"

"yes"he looks at me with confused eyes and grabs the note out of my hand and begins to read it. he immediatly starts to tear up.he starts to actually cry and cant put the paper down.

"niall..?are you ok?..do you need a hug?"i say sincerly

"i..i dont know*sniff*...should i go find her?" he says finally looking up at me.

"niall,niall,niall calm down first before we talk about any of that. alright?"

"alright.."he says then wraping his arms aroumd me for a hug.i put my arms around him and hug him as he crys.and of course i begin to cry short after.so we pretty much sat there crying in each others arms and it was awkward yet comforting at the same time.he really is a great guy.i do think we're friends.honestly we're kinda like brothers we've known eacvh other for so long just never really thought we were friends.

he begins to settle down.he unwraps his arms and lays backwards.

"im sorry." he says

"for what?"i wipe my eyes

"hugging you..i know you dont really like me bu-"

"i never said i didnt like you."i say and lean back and prop myself up on my elbows.

"it always seeemed like you didnt."

"i know i have a big problem...i dont like getting close to people cuz i feel like they always leave me....like olive..."

"yeah....."

"niall......you honestly kinda feel like my brother...ive been with you and olivia almost my whole life and i know this is ganna sound really weird but you always did feel like more then a friend"he gigggles"i know i know that doesnt sound right but you know what i mean.i care about you and olivia so much that if anything were to happen to one of you like last year..when jason beat the living crap outof you." i look at him for a response

"yeah"

"you know how he was suspended for 2monthes?"

"yeah..AND?"

"you know how he came back with a broken nose and a black eye?"

"YOU DID THAT TO HIM???"

"yup no body knew till now."

"he was like scared of me the rest of the year before he transfered to lincoln"

"mhm youre very welcome!"

"thank you...really...i was scared to death after that..."

"i know.."

a moment of scilence went by.

"i love you harry in like a bro way..you know?"

"yes niall.i love you too in a bro way"i smile

"well..."

"olivia askd us to do something while shes in ohio."

"WHAT? what did she ask?"

"she askd us to find her dad..."

"what,?why"he looks at me confused

"i dont know yet...shes ganna email us a bunch of information soon i think"

"well imganna do it! r u??"

"of course"

i smile"lets do it niall'we'll ask sena and liam to help"

"thatsounds good"

"alright well i think i should get home and wait for her email unless you want me to stay"

"no..you can leave...but if i get a little emotional would i be able to come over?"

"yeah thats fine"i get of the bed and head out he door but stop when i get there. i turn around and liook at niall."i love you man"

"love you too bro"

i go home and wait for her email. its ganna be a long long night.