fell for a str8 friend 🤡🤡🤡

update?? kinda ig

so i completely forgot about this book lol

basically the update is that i am once again down bad for this boy, and he's been acting kinda sus around me too.
all of my friends (apart from him ofc) think he's into me back but i don't want to get my hopes up yet.

since i last updated we've gone on...several more non-date-dates (including walks on the beach, xmas shopping together, plant shopping, restaurants, etc.), and we have movie nights in his apartment about once a week. y'all i'm fucking LOST this time it's like bAD bad

there's been SEVERAL times i've caught him staring at me, or looking like he's about to lean in and every time, no matter what, i get so fucking flustered it's ridiculous

anyway ik this wasn't exactly entertaining but i'm probably going to do more detailed updates as this god awful saga rolls on lol