sayonika oneshots ♡

❝i regret....❞

TW :: su!c!de.

MONIKA'S POV :

"oh god this is finally over !" i said right after finishing the Festival decorations i was making with yuri. not gonna lie, i was proud how it came out in the end. i bet natsuki and sayori are going to love it !

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i walked yuri out of the house and we stood there talking. suddenly, sayori came and greeted us. geez, where did she come from ? however, she started blabbering about something. yuri looked at her phone, and said her goodbye to us, leaving the two of us alone. she looked quite uncomfortable while leaving.

sayori was still talking but then she just stopped. she looked at the floor, then looked back at me. she took a deep breath.

"monika.. last few days, i caught myself staring at you. whenever i hear you talk, my heart flutters..."

"sayori ? what are you trying to say ??"

"i'm trying to say that i like you monika..."

w-what ? sayori likes me ? like likes me ?? but, i can't date her. that'll ruin my reputation. then everyone will think i'm a disappointment and my parents will just disown me. oh god, please help me.

"sayori, you'll always be my dearest friend.."

"o-oh.. PHEW ! i thought you wouldn't want to be friends anymore because of this ehehe !!"

she smiled nervously. i gave her a head pat and smiled as well. after few moments, she said that she has to go and left.

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"BEEP BEEP"

oh it's my alarm, i guess it's time for school. i stayed up late last night because of my poem. i almost forgot to write it.

i can't wait to see sayori. i hope she's not mad at me because i rejected her. nah, she's not the type of the person to stay mad at someone for dumb reasons. besides, she said she was glad that we're still friends, didn't she?

i got up from my bed and got ready. i after i had breakfast i took my stuff and left for school.

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my classes have ended so i went to the Literature Club. when i came in natsuki ran to me and asked if i saw sayori amywhere.

"natsuki ? isn't sayori in your class ?"

"well good morning president. SHE DIDN'T EVEN COME TO SCHOOL YOU IDIOT."

sayori wasn't in school ? did she overlsleep again or something...?

i looked at the clock. i still have some time to wake her up and bring her to thr club.

i rushed out of the classroom and ran all the way to her house. i knocked on the door.

no answer.

"sayori ??" i said as i knocked again.