bakugo x reader smut

final goodbye?

"We need to break up," he said staring me dead in the eyes.

"what? why?" I said tears welling up in my eyes.

"I've lost interest in you, and I think it would be better if you got over me with icy hot." he continued.

"I also think it's better if I leave this school," he said.

I was dumbfounded.

"did I do something wrong? if so why not talk to me about it first?" I tried to stay calm but the tears finally started flowing and once they did he looked away from me immediately. 

"don't be a baby," he said coldly,

"I'm being a baby?!" I said standing up.

"yes you're being a baby, it's not that hard to move on". he said.

i stared at him as I walked to him.

"not hard huh?" i said getting salty.

"Yeah," he said.

"look at me," I said grabbing his face to look at me.

"look me in the eyes and tell me you moved on. look me in the eyes and tell me your love for me was fake." I said searching his eyes for an answer.

he put his hands on my shoulders and bent over to match my height.

"I never loved you (y/n), i only stuck with you because your a sex addict like me. but now you have that ugly ass mark on your thigh, i don't wanna fuck you anymore," he said and then pat my shoulder standing straight once again. i stood there my eyes wide open in shock. he turned around and walked out the door.

i stood there like a tree stump feet glued to the floor. i soon got the motivation and ran after him everyone was walking in the courtyard.

"you cant leave me like this! just burn it into scribbles, or ill do it! please I know you don't mean what you said kachan!" I yelled.

"don't leave me." i said under my breath.

deku came up and asked me what happened and at first, i had to finish what was left of my tears. everyone's eyes were fixated on me.

later that day we sat in dekus room i thought that maybe it was just a joke but katsuki isn't one to joke about something like that, or in his case joke at all.

"he must have something on his mind and maybe just needs some time to clear his thoughts." deku stated.

"why would you break up with someone over something like that?" i asked in return.

"its kachan. do we really question what that hard head bad temper pomeranian is thinking about? he said with a chuckle that made me chuckle too.

i thought id go see kiri i needed to discuss with him. after the day was done i went to my dorm, i had a hard time opening the door and as soon as i did old memories just flooded into my brain.

i cried and cried and cried, i couldn't even imagine what walking into my bedroom would be like.

"mom I'm sorry, i don't feel happy, if your listening to this, am i gonna be okay? is he gonna come back? will it get better? i wish you were here to talk with me. jackson hates my guts, I've lost contact with dad. and i know this sounds horrible and i know your gonna hate me for saying this but I'm gonna ruin my life" i finished explaining and i felt better, 

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HUGE TIME SKIP!
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the days went by so slowly, everything i did and everywhere i went reminded me of kachan. i decided itd be best to fully buy the house me and kiri were renting although id live their alone. i didn't feel happy, i didn't want to be a hero. i was wondering the streets where i was last kidnapped.

"shigaraki! HAWKS! DIRTY DABI!" i called out the names of the league hoping someone would answer.

"hello baby bird, are you lost? why are you calling for the league?" hawks asked leaning against the bricked alleyway wall.

"because i want to join them." i said determinedly.

his eyebrows rose up. 

"is that so? you know what dabi does to women right?" he said.

"I'm well aware," i said.

"come back tomorrow night ill talk to them about it, if I'm not here by 11pm tomorrow night consider it a no," he said walking towards me.

"why cant you just take me to the league right now?" i asked.

"if they let you join its because they want to use you, as of right now however as far as their concerned your still a hero in training, make sense?" he explained.

"of course." i said 

"ill be here tomorrow night." i explained.

"perfect, and since were here, why don't we go for a night walk." he said smirking.

"no thanks," i said and walked away,

"tomorrow huh?" i whispered to myself and kept walking.

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******AUTHORS NOTE!********
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"hi! Author here. i just wanted to apologize for this chapter not to be longer i had to write this on my school computer. *hope that i log out cant have my professor seeing what i write XD* but anyway, thank you so much, my baku babies, for waiting so patiently i love you so much ILL SEE YOU IN THE NEXT ONE!