loving you is scary

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loving you is scary
but somehow it's comforting
i know you're scared too
and i don't know how this will end
it makes me wanna breakdown .
im scared of the fact that i'm opening up
i'm scared of the judgments ,
and i'm scared of not seeing you again.
im scared that the walls i've built for so long
eventually breaks on you
and leaves you breathless
till your bones break
till your heart explode .
im scared of loosing you
the unexpected person that made my body fly  into the air 
the unexpected person that might let go,
that might let go of that hopeless bird
and leave it featherless, unheard .

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