I HATE YOU FOR BEING THE REASON WHY I LOVE DARKNESS
Whenever I see light, it always makes me smile. Light is my favorite before but when the day you started not treating me the way I deserve to be treated, I'm starting to like darkness even more. When you scolded me, when you're not happy to see me happy, when you are not proud of me, darkness is my ally. It makes me calm whenever I am at my lowest. I'm starting loving darkness the day I was not so sure to be alive. Can't find the reason why I am still breathing in this world full of problems and toxic people. But I met someone in darkness. That someone is holding my hand when I'm afraid or hugging me when I'm at my lowest. That someone taught me that it's okay to be alone sometimes. It's okay not to be okay sometimes. You're the reason why I love darkness but I'm thankful because you made me love that. A lot of realization hits me. I survived the days I thought I couldn't survive. In darkness, I am free. So lucky to have someone who's willing to stay by your side at your brightest and darkest. But after all, I'm lucky because I found myself in darkness. I realized, all I have is myself. And I'm starting to love myself as a whole. Because I know until the end, all I have is my self. I am the one who will save me from drowning and I am the one who will make my own ending, because I am here to write my own story.
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10 Reasons Why I Hate You (COMPLETED)
KurzgeschichtenHating you for so many years but the night sky is my witness how in the end I still couldn't because we knew that you're the one I loved the most.
