I HATE YOU FOR BEING ONE OF MY WEAKNESSES
There's a lot of my weaknesses and I hate you for belonging with that. You didn't treat me like a human nor didn't respect me. But still I know in the end that I love you so damn much to the point that the meaning of loving you is losing myself. You can't just make me smile because you love seeing me in pain. You're demon but I still love you— accept you. Why can't you accept me just the way I am? Why does it seem so hard for you to love me? Is it hard to love me or you just chose not to love me in the first place? There's a lot of questions I wanna ask but on the other hand, I can't. Because I know the answer and I afraid that I am right. But I realized how can I move forward if there's a lot of questions in my mind? When the time comes, I asked you. I am right. You chose not to love me because hurting me is your happiness. I stand up for myself. Fighting alone isn't easy but I rather surviving than giving up. If I give up, I want the reason that I will never regret. Not you, because you don't deserve to be happy to see me gave up because of you. I wanna see you hurting because you didn't succeed for pulling me down everytime. You're just one of my weaknesses but I can still change my mind.
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10 Reasons Why I Hate You (COMPLETED)
Historia CortaHating you for so many years but the night sky is my witness how in the end I still couldn't because we knew that you're the one I loved the most.
