Best friends for NEVER

a broken girl

a year later after their break up it still hurts but its too hard to go back in the picture because she blew it. taylor went to a diff school because it was too hard for. sydney is dealing with a guy that bullied her  that she secretly kinda loved moving to a different state and now shes falling tto peices a little more and she is so hurt plus theres  her other crush , brice whos cute but hes popular and shes never talked to but she thinks hes deffinitely somethin. but shes afraid because he does drugs and shes scared because taylor does and sydneys too scared because taylor did and she lost her virginity to young and dated to many people. she secretly always hurt because she had so many fake friends that leaned on her and she tried to back but they just let her fall and shatter like china glass. now shes always faking some smile. she is always ggetting bullied and it still kinda breaks her but no one wants to hear her story and they dont care. shes torn waiting for life to be on her good side one last time. its so hard for her to move on from all these parts of her. her pain has grown over these years and she cant stand it. shes allll alone because now her best friend also moved away and they havent talked forever. she really feels so retarded for but she has to, shes only human.Right? is it okay for it to hurt that bad. pllus stoping from anorexia and depression. shes  just dying inside but shes trapped its to selfish for suicide but who gets her and her own mom doesnt know.