training wheels, SPAM

haha :(

tws: ppl moving, my mommy issues, language, me venting and crying lol

my best friend might move back to florida. and its not like we've known each other very long but long enough for me to not function w out her and i'm gonna miss her sm. they have become a part of my daily routine. if i dont see him, i get sad. idk what im going to do w out one of my favorite ppl ever.

and i'm not trying to be like woe is me and shit. this isn't my choice nor is it theirs. and he means sm to me.

when i'm at my worst, she is there for me. we don't really vent w each other but we can just sense smtg is wrong w the other. no venting no talking required.

and i'm being a big baby abt this. i don't do well w ppl leaving me. whether they r living or dead. and losing my friend is making me anxious and sad.

i'll miss him sm.  and i hope she has a great time in florida.

and its not confirmed that they r moving.  but when ppl are rumored to move, it's always true. they always move away and leave me alone.

also my mom yelled at me bc we're going somewhere tmrw and i dunno where and i have to so my hw and im stressed and i cant focus and they'll take away my phone and all my shit if i tell them and im sorry and whoops i vented in my spam book.

im going to listen to the tick tick boom soundtrack again.