Is it really you? [Gay Story]

Clara. No.3

I was looking at her. The one who sits at the back, the one who never speaks, the one who I want to be with. Wait! What am I thinking? Eva is her name. I never knew what her name was. Well, that's a start I guess. I turn back to the front and started to pack up my things since the bells about to-
'Ding'
Oh, that's the bell! Next lesson will start and it's... PE!!!!
Yessssss!!! I love PE, I rush out of the classroom to see my friend Sasha waiting outside for me.
I hug her and she greets me, I'm exited for PE because I have Sasha in the same group as me. We both grab our PE bags from our lockers and go down to the Sports Hall.
"Ready to smash some heads"
I look at Sasha, she says the most weirdest things but I just agree.
"What game is it today?" I say.
"Your favourite!"she says.
No way! It's DODGEBALL!!!!!!
Dodgeball is my favourite sports game because I'm really good at it. I head into the changing rooms with Sasha and get myself ready for PE. As I finish getting changed, I walk out of the changing rooms to the dodgeball court. I walk past Eva and see her take her top off!!!!
Wait. I, ummm....
She looked back to see me staring at her. For a moment I just stare at her, I don't know why I am? It's not like I always see everyone else getting changed for PE, I mean it's different I can't seem to stop looking at her!
She looks back at me with her beautiful emerald green eyes. She covers herself with her school shirt because she feels uncomfortable. I mean who wouldn't?
"Clara!"
I look back at Sasha who comes running to see where I went.
"You not coming!"she says panting, cause she had to run all the way back here since she thought I was with her.
"I'm sorry!" I say to Eva blushing.
I go towards Sasha and cover my face with embarrassment. What am I doing?! Why did I stare at her?! Gosh I'm so weird. I don't know why I did that! Luckily there was only a few people left who were getting changed in a different area. It happened again, I was staring at her and felt the calmness and something else when I looked at her. I felt as if time stopped. I felt warm and now I feel all fuzzy inside, my stomach hurts and I can't really catch my breath after what I just did.
Gosh! She must feel really embarrassed. She's half naked! And I was looking at her for literally no REASON AT ALL!!! She had only her pants on and I. I....... OK LETS JUST FORGET ABOUT IT!
I'm in the dodgeball court and the more I think about her the more funny I feel. Sasha walks up to me laughing.
"What in the world were you doing with that weirdo?"
I look at her confused.
"Who?" I say.
"Eva, the weirdo!"
"She's not a weirdo!" I say as I try to catch my breath.
"She is, and by the way".
I look at her nervously and try not to act weird at all.
"Why were you with her anyway, you never spoke to her at all?"Sasha says looking at me confused, but curious.
"I!"
The teacher comes in and she blows the whistle to gather all of us to get ready to play dodgeball. Sasha grabs my hand as we walk in the group, she must have forgotten about the question since she is already talking about smashing up other people. I laugh still trying to figure out what's wrong with me. I look around to see where Eva is, it's not like I want to know. It's just that I need to apologise properly, she must have been thinking that I'm a weirdo and must be a perv. BUT I TELL YOU I'M NOT!!!
Or I think I'm not! I see her standing in the opposite side of mine and I bring up the courage to go up to her and apologise. Properly this time, no mistakes. But the game already started, and I'm on the other team of hers. I guess I just have to go to her later, luckily me and Sasha are on the same team and she's getting all hyped just to smash the other team. She's really a crazy friend but I can't say much, since I feel like I'm a perv or something for looking at a half naked girl getting changed! The more I think about her, the more my stomach hurts. I've never felt this pain before, just about thinking of someone who has nothing to do with me. The games looking good so far a few people have gotten out on the other team, my eyes and brain are still focusing on Eva and where she is. My head hurts and my vision gets all blurry and the next thing you know is that I'm on the floor. Passed out.