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CHAPTER FIFTEEN! ❛hurting❜
matt hey cami i know things are really messed up between us but i really need someone to talk to right now can i come over something just happened and i don't know who else to go to
cami <3 hey are you okay?? what's up yeah come over my moms home though is that okay?
matt yeah it's better if i explain it in person i'm sorry cami i really am
cami <3 text me when you're outside it's okay matt everything will be okay
cami jumped out of her bed when she got the text saying matt was outside, she had been waiting anxiously wondering what was wrong with him, they hadn't spoken to eachother in almost a month, their only interaction being the previous night in the group chat, and he randmomly texts her saying he needs help, she couldn't not help him after everything that'd happened
"matt's outside i'm gonna go talk to him" cami said to her mom, putting on her shoes and running to the door
"oh are you two taking again? i've missed seeing him around here" she said, looking up from her magazine
"uh no, sorta i'm not sure, it's complicated i'll let you know" cami replied quickly as she ran out the door
as cami got into the passenger seat of matts car, she hadn't expected him to be sitting there with his head on the steering wheel, crying his eyes out, barely being able to face the girl
"matt what's wrong?!" cami said, confused and shocked at the fact she was sitting next to the boy she hadn't seen in what felt like forever, putting her arm around his shoulder trying to get past the awkwardness, although he was probably too caught up in his thoughts to realise
"she cheated on me cami" matt said through this breaths, placing his head into the girls chest as he broke down even more
to say cami was shocked was an understatement, obviously she had her doubts about olivia but she never thought she'd go to that much effort to just cheat on the boy like that, she at least thought she liked him a little more than that
"awh matt i'm so sorry, she doesn't deserve you" cami said, not knowing exactly how to comfort him as she hadn't seen him in a while, and she felt extremely awkward at this point
"no i'm so fucking stupid for believing she liked me, i pushed everyone away cami i feel like shit, and here i am ranting to you because my girlfriend who made me push you away cheated on me"
"it's okay matt, we can have this conversation another time it's not right to invalidate your feelings like that i've told you this before"
"no i have to say this because i haven't been able to sleep properly for weeks, i feel so guilty about completely ghosting you like that i'm such a bad person" he said, putting his head in his hands as cami rubbed his back
"you're not i-" she was cut off by him continuing his rant
"cami no please, you're my best friend and i pushed you away because i really liked olivia, i don't even know why, she literally treated me like shit but it was nice to just have someone, you know?" cami nodded, knowing deep down she was thinking about the boy that sat beside her bawling his eyes out about another girl
"and a part of me feels like i deserved that because i treated you like shit, so i understand if you don't forgive me but i really fucking miss you cami and i don't want it to seem like i'm just running back to you because olivia cheated on me, i realise now that she also treated you badly and i can only say sorry for that, you really don't deserve that either" he finished, letting out a breath as he looked at cami, flustered as he wiped away his tears
cami looked at him in slight shock, she hadn't realised he was keeping all of this bottled up for that long, they always had a mutual agreement that they'd tell each other everything if they worried about it, but when they stopped talking matt didn't feel like he could turn to anyone else about this type of stuff. "okay i don't want to sound like a bitch but honestly, you were a dick" cami chuckled, earning a soft smile from matt which was enough for her in this moment
"but i've really missed you, no one deserves to be cheated on but i just wish you would've listened to me in the beginning, i'm always looking out for you matt, you know that" she finished, expecting him to go on another rant about how sorry he was, but he hugged her, a little more tightly than usual to make up for lost time
"i'm sorry cami" he muttered quietly, but just enough for her to hear for the last time
"i know matt, i know" she said softly, playing with his hair slightly, before requesting they go inside
cami was relieved to say the least, she had her best friend back, she was making plans for the summer, her family was doing well, she had an amazing friend group and the only thing left to fix was her broken guitar
💌HEY HEY! soooo...... how we feeling....? it probably seems like she just forgave him so fast but i couldn't make them hate each other anymore </3 i know this is kinda short but i didn't know how to end it
