Kai'Leigh

Chapter 2

Kai'Leigh "Milan" Taylor

I was currently at Jaz house trying to explain what just happened.

"Bitch I feel like you really just made that up" Jaz said causing me to hit her arm playing.

"Now Jaz you know Milan is antisocial, ion think she just made this up"

Instead of saying something, I just took out my phone to show them the uber receipt then spoke.

"Last time I checked, I haven't used uber for myself since my car broke down...a year ago."

"Bitch you should've gave him a fucking ride then, get yourself a lil piece of meat" Jaz said while smirking.

I just rolled my eyes at her. Ughhhhh. The Last time I even entertained a man, I was 18. And let's just say that it didn't end well for me. I was pretty girl, I'm sure I could have whoever I desired but to be honest I was scared of men. I've been abused by enough.

"Yeah no. He was nice to look at & all but i'm not stupid. Shidd he could've stole my car." I said.

Aniya then looked at me smiling. "Why are you smiling at me Niya" I asked suspiciously knowing that this bitch had something up her sleeve.

"I know how you feel about men that aren't Michael B Jordan..." she said causing me to laugh & get fucking anxious cause why was she bring this up. Where was she going with this.

"Buuuutttt... Milan you are 21 years old going on 22 soon. I just want you to be happy other than being with us boring ass hoes."

Jaz cut her off as she was talking just to say "Uh bitch, I am not boring. I bring excitement to y'alls life."

Me & Niya laughed at her. "Yes hoe I know you bring the fun but I'm talking about Milan finally getting out her shell & trying something out. I think she should start going on dates." Aniya said with a smile.

Jaz laughed. "Do you not know this girl Niya. I been tryna put her on for as long as I can remember. She won't do it."

These girls man. I know I seemed lonely but I was fine like that. Well at least that's what I told myself my whole life. I wanted to know what it felt like to love someone & for that person to love me just as much or even more. But in this time & age, it was hard to come by. I don't even think I could trust someone who wasn't them.

"How about we just go out like we always do & I'll just try to mingle tonight; Maybe.." I said trying to sound convincing. I mean I could flirt. But get someone's number & converse with them. That's the challenge.

They stared at each other before staring at me & I felt like I set my self up for failure.

"You know I actually like that idea bitch. And you can't back out now" Jaz said while getting off the bed.

Niya then started going on & on about how she's so happy for me & im growing up on her & blah blah blah. My brain started to get clouded with thoughts of who would I meet and how would it go. I laid back on the bed mentally cursing myself out for even saying I would mingle. Ugh. I continued stressing while my friends were busy looking for outfits. They were more excited then I was. Which made my an anxiety kick in all over.

I need to get a fucking grip. I am 21 year old... I am a beautiful & smart woman that any man would be fucking lucky to be around let alone converse with. I need to stop thinking about the future and just focus on looking pretty and having a good night.

I finally stopped stressing and & got up to go get the clothes I bought out the car.

"Going to get my clothes out the car, I'll be back" I said before leaving the room.