Kai'Leigh

Chapter 3

Kai'leigh Milan Taylor

Its been about 2 weeks since I met Ahmir and still I haven't texted him but think about him everyday; Pathetic.

Like why did I even ask? I knew I was going to do this. Somehow I couldn't thinking about getting to know him, to see if he's as interesting as I feel he might be . But me being me just couldn't put my pride aside enough to even give it a chance.

I haven't seen my girls in a week due to working so much or if being honest with myself, I was working a lot just to try to keep myself distracted. The good part about my job was that I was a cosmetologist meaning I did hair and makeup full time which was the best career decision I could've chosen. The money was good, it was something I loved and I very much appreciated my clientele's support to my business. I definitely was blessed for that.

Enough was enough. I was doing too much thinking, I needed my girls right now so I grabbed my phone off my bed & texted the group chat.

gossip girls💕
me: we are going out tonight! i need to have some fun...
jazzy: u know i'm down
niya: Where you wanna go?

I knew exactly where I wanted to go. The Spot. That was our favorite club. It was a low key club so not most people went there which I loved. Not saying that it's dry or anything cause it's always lit but its never over packed or overwhelming with people. It definitely was a nice place to enjoy yourself, drink and not have to worry as much.

Instead of responding back, I called them on a group call. It rung a couple times before they both were on the screen. "Soooo I was thinking that we should go to the spot" I said with a shoulder shrug.

"Miss thang you are not low" Jaz said with a smirk then Niya cut in.

"She's def not"

Knowing that they ain't told not one lie, I quickly took my face out the camera so they couldn't see me smiling.

"I don't know what y'all are talkin about but I just wanna get a little tipsy and have some fun." I said tryna sound convincing.

"I know you just tryna see dark chocolate without admitting it." Jaz replied.

"I just want to know what's gotten into you that you are coming out your shell like this." Niya said as she smiled at me in the camera.

I got back in the camera & shrugged my shoulders. "I honestly just wanna live life right...like I been so stressed about what happened that it makes me feel weak sometimes & I don't wanna feel weak."

"I want you to be happy Milan. Life has a way of fucking people over sometimes but you are the strongest person I know & I know that one day you will be okay & happy. Just a day at a time." Jaz said sincerely.

"You are the most genuine person I know. I know you think nobody cares but we do. God will give you the strength you are yearning for. Even though I think you already have it." Niya added causing me to get emotional like the cry baby I am.

A tear fell down my face & I softly laughed to myself. "You bitches know I get emotional" I said as I wiped it. "Y'all made my life so much better. I would've never been okay without yall...I love yall.

I seen Niya eyes start to water and more tears fell from my eyes.

"I love you more girl but pleeassseeee..no tears okay. We going out tonight & we living life right just like you said. Now cut the emotional shit out, Ima G. " Jaz stated.

"Yes she's right! We are gonna have fun & stop being emotional bitches" Niya said while laughing.

I wiped my face & laughed at myself. "I'm such a crybaby but forget all that. What y'all wearing later?" I asked.