Friends Or Lovers?

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~ 1 month until tour~

~Yoongi's POV~

"It feels like time is going by so quickly. And I haven't even written one damn song yet. Fuck. Why is this happening to me?"

"I'll just go on a walk for a bit, hopefully that'll help," I got up and walked to the door of my studio with a notebook and pen in my hand.

Hopefully I can write SOMETHING down

I walk out of my studio and to the elevator cause like...who the fuck takes the stairs? Anyways I get to the first floor of the building and greet everyone's here before actually stepping out. Once I'm outside I am greeted with cars and their engines running, welcoming or unwelcome greetings from random people.

One of the usuals is racist acts and slurs said against me. I don't care of course because it's nothing unusual from getting hate about my looks back in Korea. You learn to get used to it.

I walk around the place in search for a park. It's one of the things that keeps me relaxed...with Namjoon aswell. Parks are just really nice places to go to in general.

I get to one of the not so many parks and find a place to sit. I take in a deep breath and look around. Thankfully there isn't many people here. Noise just gets in the way of my thinking.

While I'm writing these notes I hear someone yell out my name.

"Yoongi-Hyung! What are you doing by yourself!?" I look up and see that it's hoseok who is running up to me. Why is he here again? Oh right. The tour is nearing its beginning.

Hm, I should write that down. "What are you doing Hyung?" He sits himself down next to me and looks at my notes.

"I'm writing down music ideas." He gives off that 'Oh' look as I said it. I felt a little bad that I had to remind him about me making my own music without BTS but then again, they're having a tour without me so I don't really see a big difference.

"So how's the group doing?" I ask. He hesitates to answer but he ends up doing so anyways. "Well we're all doing great actually, we have had some trouble making music without you but Namjoon said that they're is always a way to make it good if not better if we were really dedicated to it." A small smile crosses my face. Ah same old Namjoon. "He also got better...he was cured of cancer actually..the doctors said that it was a good thing that everyone caught his symptoms very quickly or there wouldn't have been any benefits if we didn't...."

So he is okay.. thank god. "But that's it, now we're all preparing for tour now," I put my stuff down and look at him. "I wish you good luck and the group the rest of it."

He hugs me with no time to lose. Maybe..I should join the group again. But I don't think Namjoon would want me back. I'll think about it.

~Authors note~
Hi guys! Just remember that I'm saving my ideas for the last chapter or so and I do apologize if these chapters are short! Thank you for reading this story though!! I hope you eat and drink water! Bye bye!!💜✨