*y/n pov*
It was a cold day, sun hidden in the clouds, wind blowing, leaves falling from the trees. I was in my room, sitting at my desk, looking out my big window. I heard a ring on my phone. It was junior.
Y/n- hey juni, what's up?
Junior- hey, come over. I need to tell you something.
He said coldly.
Y/n- uhh okay? Did i do something-
He ended the call.
Y/n- wrong?...
I stood up, took my phone and went downstairs.
Y/n- hey mom, I'm going at junior's.
Your mom- but honey, it's cold today, it might even start raining.
Y/n- please?
Your mom- just be careful.
Y/n- will do.
As i smiled at her. Didn't know it was going to be the last time i would ever smile.
I put my shoes and coat on and headed to junior's house.
It was very cold. Yellow leaves flying around the street as wind blew, hearing them crunch as i took steps. Did i do something wrong? Why was he mad at me? Thoughts went running through my head as i got to junior's house. I knocked, Mrs. Wheeler answered.
Bree- hey y/n. What are you doing here? It's too Cold outside.
She asked as she moved to let me in. I walked in the house.
Y/n- junior told me to come, sounded important.
Bree- well okay. He's upstairs in his room.
She smiled and walked away. I went up to junior's room.
Y/n- hi junior, can i come in?
I asked while still standing outside his door.
Junior- come in.
I opened the door and walked in. His face looked blank. I couldn't read his emotions.
Junior- sit.
Y/n- okay.
I did what he asked me to do.
Junior- I'll just go straight to the point.
I just looked at him confused.
Junior- i cheated on you.
Y/n- ohh... Um... I don't know how I'm supposed to react to that...
Junior- and I'm breaking up with you.
Y/n- wh- what?... We've been together for three years! almost four! And you're breaking up with me?!
I started crying.
Y/n- and it's not even me that did the wrong thing...
Junior- i don't love you anymore! Don't you understand?!! I. DON'T. LOVE. YOU. ANYMORE!!!
Y/n- you don't mean that...
He couldn't even look at me. I just stood up and looked at him, shocked, i tried holding my tears but i started breaking down more.
Y/n- you're not the junior that i knew. Where did my junior go?! Doesn't it hurt you any bit?!
Junior- there is no your junior! i don't fucking care!! Get out.
I stood there in front of him, in silence.
Y/n- ... I hate you...
I said and walked out. I walked downstairs still not believing what just happened.
Y/n- b- bye mrs. Wheeler.
I said to bree and left the house.
Bree- y/n you ok-
I couldn't hear her anymore. I started running. Running away as fast as i could to get home. It started raining. The rain was really heavy. Started pouring like a shower. I couldn't even see where i was going. I could barely see the ground.
*Junior pov*
I looked out my window, i saw her running away. I cheated on her, i was really mean to her. I kind of regret that. She was saying the truth. I've changed, in a bad way, and somehow, it didn't even hurt to yell or scream at her, see her crying, because of me. I would've never done that if i was my old self. I do love her, it's just that... she deserves better. It's my fault, i kissed lexy. I love y/n with my whole heart but I'm an emotionless wreck these last months. I'm surprised how y/n put up with me. It started to rain. The rain was getting heavier and heavier, till i couldn't see a thing outside.
*1 hour later*
The rain stopped. I got a call, it was y/n. I picked up.
Junior- ughhh... what do you-
?- hello is this junior wheeler.
It... Wasn't? Y/n.
Junior- yes this is him.
?- I'm sorry to inform you that y/n got into an accident.
Junior- well is she ok?
?- I'm afraid not, we found her dead on the streets. She was crossing the road when the car hit her.
Junior- wha- what?
?- you were the first contact in her call history. So we called you.
Junior- i... Um... Thank you.
And i hung up quickly. She can't be dead. I went downstairs and ran of the house. Tears started forming in my eyes. She was with me an hour ago. It's my fault. She would be alive if i didn't yell at her and kick her out. She would be with me, i was just mad at myself for cheating and took it out on her. I found the police cars and an ambulance crowded at something. I ran over as tears were falling from my eyes. I squished around to get in the crowd. After some struggling i finally got in, and saw, her. Lifeless on the ground. I ran over her, bend down on my knees as i hugged her body.
Junior- please! Wake up! Y/n/n! Please don't leave me! I'm sorry!
I looked at her face and started sobbing. I can't feel or hear anything. Not cops telling me to move out of the way, not the car sirens. Nothing.
Junior- p- p- please... I'm s- sorry...
I held her close as i cried on to her shoulder. The ground was wet, so as y/n's hair and face, her clothes were dripping.
Junior- th- this is all my fault... I shouldn't have yelled at you... I didn't mean any of it... I- i love you...
The silence took over the whole street. She's gone...
Junior- now that you're dead it hurts...
