Chapter-8

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While Hyunjin was given him wet kisses on his neck a warm breath at his back neck was felt.


The philia of warm breath was deeply engrooved in Seungmin's subconscious mind. The one that gave him the instincts to profess some mysterious perception in him. The feelings that would give frission down his spine. The unforseen dazzling touch on his hind neck prod him to snap off from the pleasure of grassy soft skin of the elder's lips giving off.

Hyunjin was so into the youngre's close proximity that while sucking his soft neck he got his eyes closed.

Hyunjin(pov)
After we headed to our room, I saw the lamenting face of Seungmin. He seemed in distress.

"Should I ask him for the reason or should I take shower first? I guess after shower I would surely find of the reasons of his sad poker face", Hyunjin was thinking this all about to how to start conversation with him.

I didn't know but I asked him to accompany me in my bed. "I am happy that he hasn't denied and now he is with me in my bed. I can hold him close to me. "
I was so stupid to realise that I hadn't shared the usual talks with him. I was shattering to acknowledge the fact that he was so depressed and frustrated. "He is mentally strong but now he is becoming weak".
My heart ached to see him weeping. He was weeping before my eyes.
" What should I do? I am so selfish to think only about my priorities first. "I was breaking from inside. Nothing was coming to my senses. I pecked him.
" Have I done wrong? "
Hyunjin was thinking all about the memories that took place a while ago before putting his lips on Seungmin's.
"It feels like I am diving into the pool of pleasure". I closed my eyes in kissing him to comfort him.

Minho (pov)

I saw Seungmin and Hyunjin leave the hall , heading to our shared room. I definitely did not like that he do play playfully with other members. " I must be going insane. He is driving me crazy. Puppy what are you doing to me? I don't know why this kind of feeling is slowly ascending literally in me. "I even don't know when and how I am catching these creepy feelings. They are more creepy than Kim Seungmin. But jinja I feel like beating Changbin's ass for messing with my Seungminnei".

"I can't believe that after so many days and months and years of debueing in group he still don't know the name of my babies- Soonie, Doongie and Dori. He don't even bother to remember their names. Aaigo, I should have  beaten him for this.
Why is he becoming so sulky?
A slight suspicion is hurting my brain whether the 'divorced couple concept' is really making us distant, is our relationship becoming more complex, is our friendship deteriorating? Sometimes I feel very attached to him but on other days I feel like beating his ass until he is numb.
What is happening to me? "

When I was admiring Han's cute chubby squirrel features, I spoted the change of colour on Seungmin's face. The unreadable expression sitting on his face was making me simper, but why though?

"Even though with Han I have this sensual type of attachment; I can't have my body strain controlled over Han's features and his intense gaze, I can't help myself thinking about Seungmin. I always find myself attached to Han like something strange gravitational pulling force is contained in his body. My body nerves stress when he glare in my eyes more like piercing deep down in my soul. I like him to touch me than any other members out there in Stray Kids but Seungmin seems like an exception, for example,above all the Chemical reaction rules , there sits a Chemical exception that we call it exceptions of Chemistry.
I feel like Han do best skinship that I like and play around with me. A slight touch of his on body of mine causes me to gasp for air. My heart races in my chest beating hard against in there. "

But the moment in a flash I saw the sudden change on Seungmin's happy face to sad one, it made me really confused. " I do have cat and dog relation with him but this time it feels different. The feelings that I have for Han is slowly aligning with Seungmin."

I was sitting with Han discussing about the travelling of tomarrow. Everyone was gone to rest in their shared dorms.
"You should sleep now, cause early in the morning we have to travel to the airport" , I suggested to Han.
I saw him smirking and leaning towards me. He suggested to almost whispering in my ears to give a kiss then he would leave.
I was processing all things in my head when he grabbed my coller and pulled me to face him.
"Why I become fragile when he dominate me? "
Before he could make any further moves I tucked my hands in his head and kissed him passionately. Those lips always feel good to kiss though the lips of Seungmin's were not bad either while merely just touching not even kissing or pecking.
"I must be out of my mind. Why am I feel like comparing their lips for kissability? "
Even though I was kissing Han the flashes of Seungmin's lips were coming flash to flash before my eyes.
"How will it feel to kiss Seungmin?"
My breath was increasing bit by bit on the thought that I was continuously fighting with.
After kissing him I hugged him and stayed there for couple of hours.

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My heart dropped when I saw Hyunji kissing Seungmin . "I won't complain because he is close to Hyunjin but why I can feel this sharp imaginary knife tearing me from inside out even though I have same notions with Han. "
I couldn't help myself, I went to kiss Seungmin too but the frustration and jealousy took over me. After just touching Seungmin's hind neck with my lips I walked out of room with lines of salty water descending down my eyes", Minho was pondering all the scenes taken place before his eyes and flashes of incidents bombarding him constantly.

Seungmin experienced the same current, the same instinct, the same shiver that he felt That Night. At that breaking point, once again the flashes of nightmare fluorescented before his eyes making him shake from terror.
The moment he turned back his head to look for whose lips that were touching his hind neck, he saw the door flung shut. The person who gave him that feeling was no more to be seen. Anxiety surrounded him.

"I need to go, hyung", Seungmin broke off the contact from Hyunjin and apologized to run behind the scent that was diffused in air leaving tracks for to nose to be filled.




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