Inbetween

Chapter One- Bullying

I better explain why I'm.. not alive. It wasn't an accident. Everyone around here says it was a 'car crash'. They say its to protect me, but I dont think so.

You see it was my choice to kill myself. Suicide.. I didn't do it for no reason! I was bullied, abused and self concious.
I'd finally reached my limit. I couldn't take anymore I just wanted it to end! No. I needed it to end. So what? Everyone has there limit. That point where you can't even think straight because someone said something so bad, hurtful even, that you just break.
Mine was when Jason, a person who had been rationally nice to me the day before, a simple smile. Noting much, but he told me to go moan about to my mother.

My mother. The one who died from breast cancer the week before. And it wasn't as if he didn't know. My class went to the funeral, and him being in my class would know. I couldn't handle it and broke down crying right there and then and he went on to humilate me, shouting at me..

I went home, I took out my moms old sleeping pills. She could hardly sleep when she was here, I'd often wake up to her crying. She bought these to make it easier I guess.. Now there going to make it easier for me.

I remember thinking about what my dad would think, but I remembered, he doesn't care.
  I can remember my hand shaking as I poured too many pills to count.
  I can remember taking them, and falling to the ground and thinking this was a mistake. Its not meant to end like this. I have too much to do, this was a blip in my life. I should have told someone, anyone, how I felt. I shouldn't have given up so easily.

Everything after that was a blur.
A person that I have never seen before, yet seemed to be the opposite appered. For a minutue, I thought she might have been the new neighbour, and that I didn't did and that I could finally get the help I needed. How Wrong Was I.
She told me she was my guide, and she was going to bring me to the next life. She asked for my name, and I told her. Sophie Johnson.

She went on for about ten minutes, explaining how I'd geg there, and what my role would be. But then she stopped. She looked at me and ordered me to say my name again. I did, obviously, not thinking much of it.

She looked at me with such a distruit expression, and she muttered 'You're not supposed to be here. You were the savour! It's written in the stars. We need help, Sophie. This is bad.'

Okay my chums, I know that it's short.. and boring but trust me, it's only getting started :)
Vote and comment my loves,
-Mcfluffs