Stay/Its not love...right?

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(Idk what to name this lmao also some fluff for once?!)

(/j whoops ok but for serious I have fluff in a couple of chapters sooo)

It was getting late. Shuichi had to leave although Ouma didn't want him too. He knows if he gets left alone what will happen. They'll come back. They always look at him and he never has any privacy. 

"Well I hav etc git now," Shuichi sighed sadly. 

"Wait! Can you see if you could stay over for the night..." he stuttered "I hate admit it but I really want to be with you longer," Ouma slightly muttered embarrassed. His heart and gut told him he lived Shuichi more than anything but his brain told him it was just because he felt safe and it was nothing more than that. 

"Of course I can check! We gladly don't have school tomorrow. No one will hurt you," Shuichi whispered the last part softly for an unknown reason. Yet it made Kokichi evermore in love...or safe. It's confusing sometimes they'll tell himself its love whilst sometimes it's feeling safe. Shuichi just asked his mother's both a proved of him staying over and that they'll drop off some necessities.

"Good news I'm staying," he said happfully. Kokichi beamed happily but just to ruin the moment his phone buzzed as he got a notification. He checked it and it was from...Suzuki. His pupils grew smaller. He started to slightly shake. 

"What's wrong?" Shuichi asked with worry in his voice. Kokichi just passed him the phone with the notification still hovering over my lock screen. He immediately locked the phone and hugged Kokichi. 

"Don't talk to him, I'm here for you, always," Kokichi was slightly squinting his eyes and there they were ... the butterfly's the ones that burden him with his everything. They said if it was love...he was pathetic because soon enough he was going to leave. But for once, they didn't hurt as much because Shuichi was here...he was here. That made the fireflies fill his stomach. He felt as if he was blushing—although he was pale enough for it—he didn't thankfully. 

The hours went by like minutes that went by like seconds. For once, in his useless and painful life, he felt happy free from pain. He knew it was all love...but maybe it wasn't? He wish someone could tell him. 

At one point—he forgot how—he was being spooned by Shuichi. Now he was defeated  by his face turning a silky pink. At one point he took his phone and opened it. He listen to Saihara and didn't open Suzuki's message but he got added to a group chat to all the majority of people in his classes. There...there was a video that was sent to it and it was him and Suzuki...when he got drugged by him, and Tsumigi was in it... he aggressively threw the phone on the ground and violently shook, he started to softly scream anxiety consuming him. Shuichi woke up and saw Ouma having an episode, he threw his arms around Kokichi. 

"Shhh it's ok, I'm here what's wrong?" He asked 

"Someone—someone got video recording of Suzuki drugging me and..." he couldn't finish his sentence as his voice was filled with sobs and gasping breathes of air as for his body it was quivering and twitching. 

"Im so sorry Ouma. is there anything I can do to help?" Shuichi softly spoke

"I'm not sure," he stuttered and sniffled "though I do want to ask you something.." 

"What is it? You can ask me anything," Shuichi reassured 

"I.."












(I'm kidding no cliff hanger here)


"I..." he paused "never mind, I'm sorry," 

"It's ok Ouma, I'm always here,"

(One more chapter before bed— it's 1:30 rn for me) 


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