You Are My Home!

3 It's The Beginning Of The End!

THIRD PERSON POV

Karan was scared; it's fair to say it's his first time Bing this scared. He wasn't a person who wanted to hold back people because of him but right now all he wished for was holding Teja back for him. He knew what was in store for me but his heart wasn't ready to accept it. It felt like his heart stopped and skipped a million beats.

On the other hand Tejasswi knew that Karan was the love of her life and yet she knew she had to set him free not for her but for him. It's fair to say her heart wanted to hold on but her brain told her how bad of an idea it would be. It felt like her heart and brain had a clash of their own. She knew this might be the last time she would experience what love felt like but she also knew she had stored his love for her to last an eternity.

Here Tejasswi walked slow steps towards Karan. And when he saw her all he wanted to do was run and hide become he knew he wasn't ready for what she wanted to say. He wanted to hide in that moment and come back only when she had changed her mind. But he knew it was too late for that.

Tejasswi- Karan can we talk?

Karan (flinched at her formal tone) - ok what do you wanna talk about?

T- Not here can we talk somewhere more private and quite?

K- Cool should we talk in the barroom area? I don't think there is anybody there.

T- Yes please.

Both of them went to the bathroom area.

T- Karan I know you have a certain perceptions about me. But I am not here to change that. I want to talk about us.

K- What exactly are you talking about?

T- Karan we have a linking and fondness towards each other but yet all we do is hurt each other. And I don't think either one of us is wrong in this situation, it's the game. I don't think you are a bad guy, I never would. I think you are the most amazing person but.

K- Ok right now you are scaring me. What exactly are you taking this.

T- Karan we were here to play the game but the game eventually came in between us. And I cannot keep you aside and play it and then pretend like I didn't play it at all. I am person who gives her 100% in terms of everything. And with us and the game I don't think I would ever be able to keep that balance.

K- teja it's a game, it doesn't define us. We might say shit but both of us know that we don't mean it. I know we went a little over board today but that doesn't mean we can't keep a balance. It simply means we were just not prepared and after this we will be.

T- you might be Karan but I would never be. You and I are something so beautiful that I am scared to ruin it. And I know we play the game and continue us we will. I don't want you to think of me as a person you had feelings for but now hate. I don't want you think of us as a bitter experience. I want you to always think of and us as a beautiful thing. But this game will make us bitter. It breaks my heart to say this Karan but I think we should not be together at least until we have game to play.

K- Tejasswi please tell me you are just saying this and you don't mean any of this. You know it's us, we work through things. It was just all heat of the moment. We will never be bitter. Teja please say something; please tell me it's just a momentary thing you are saying.

T- Karan I wish, I wish it was just that. But both of us know that all we do is hurt each other. You and I were just a beautiful mistake. And I don't want to hold you back. I don't want to be that person that doesn't let you be with your friends. I don't want to be that person who becomes a hindrance in your tasks. I don't want to be that person who makes you cry. I don't want to be that person because of whom you lost big boss.

K- Teja what's the point of any of things I don't have you next to me. I don't want to win the game. I don't Evan care about it anymore. I don't want to play the task if it costs losing you. I don't want to stop crying if it means not having you next to me. I don't even want to be with my friends if that's means being away from you. You should know that I always want you, just you.

T- I know Karan and I always want you. But that doesn't change the fact that you are here to play. Think about your family, your loved ones, and your fans. None of them would want you to fall weak and staying with me will make you that. I don't want to be your weakness Karan. I don't.

K- you aren't, you aren't my weakness. I don't think I would even be able to be here without having you beside me. You know that don't you?

T- Karan it's a matter of time you will be just fine. And hey you should be able to focus on your game without having to think about what will I think. Karan this is not the right time for us.

K- Teja how should I believe you when all my heart know you are the right person. And there is nothing like right time. It's always about the person and you are my person.

T- you are my person too Karan but that doesn't not mean this is our time. Karan all I wish is, I met you somewhere else, somewhere where we didn't have to play a game. And I knew then we would have us.

K- Teja please don't say all of that. This is us we will be fine I promise.

T- Karan you need move on. Move on from us. You need to let me you. Let go of us. I want you to be happy always. Please don't stop believing in love. Don't stop searching for it. Please promise you will still believe in happily ever after's. Please tell you would still try and find your soulmate.

K- are you nuts Teja. You are my soulmate. I don't think there is anybody else. And I don't think I would ever have a happily ever after if it's not you. And loving someone else is never going to be an option.

T- you can't live like this Karan. You have to forget about us.

K- forget about us. Teja look me in the eye and tell me will you ever be able to do it.

T- goodbye Karan.

K (instead pulls her for a hug) don't go please.

T- I have to. Please let me go

And both of them are in a mess. Crying, red swollen eyes. Teja's makeup messed up. Karan looked miserable.

Both of them thought about the irony of situation, they promised to protect each other and here they were breaking each other apart. They promise to never let anybody make the other person cry and here they were crying because of each other. Life and love are indeed unpredictable. None of them said they loved each other but both of them knew they did. On one hand Teja was leaving the love of her life for him and on the other hand Karan was begging her to stay. That's when they knew this was the last time they fell in love and guess what it wasn't they ending they would have wanted at all.

I hope you guys are liking it so far. I am so sorry for such and emotional chapter. But hey the heartbreak isn't over yet. Stay tuned and please tell you how do you like it in the comments. Until then

XOXO SUHANI