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"joon, what's in that little notebook of yours?" i asked when i saw you putting in your bag.

"uh, just some things happening in my life each day?" you answered, can't look straight in my eyes and stuttering. i just nodded as a reply and didn't asked further more because i don't want to invalidate your privacy. you sighed and stood up, looking so shy.

"let's go?" you said and we went out of the classroom. as we were in the hallway, you asked me again that question.

"by the way hyung, can we go to the beach today, well you know watch the sunset?" you looked in my eyes that suddenly got sad. you got the sign in my eyes that i still can't go with you.

"don't worry hyung it's okay!" you reassured and it made me sigh. im sorry.

"why do you love sunsets by the way?" you asked me. i always have said that to you that i love sunsets so much, and i was happy when you told me you love them too.

"well, sunsets are like, something that warms my heart whenever i look at it. you know, feeling of falling in love. that's what i feel when i look at the sunsets." that's why it always feel like you're one of those sunsets, because i feel like falling over again everytime i look at you.